Sometimes I really wish I was less sensitive. But maybe Im not even being sensitive, maybe that is the intentions of others, and they have successfully gotten the message across? But then again is that being too sensitive? Im so confused.

I guess what goes around comes around and What I Do/Did to other people is coming back to haunt me in a strange way. I dont really know what is happening but i just hope hope hope it is nothing actually and it is just Stress kicking in and kicking me because I really need to get started BECAUSE IT'S LIKE 4 DAYS to Os! OR SMTH SMALL AND SCARY TO THAT EXTENT.

On Tuesday, we had 3 bowls of the Sliced Ice thing and I think the Green Tea, Oreo and Black Sesame flavours are most awesome. And everything is nicer with Condensed Milk. Chngyan and I also had the LJS potato thing which is nice but it is damn cheater because it looks like the sky on the poster but eventually it was like this speck of dirt. SO LITTLE CAN!!! Like the container is the size of the Crunchy Shrimp container and the Crunchy Shrimp container is very small, and speaking of which Crunchy Shrimp is deliciously over-priced.

Yesterday we went to RP for the RGS Quest thing and I srzly think it should have been in classes then everybody would be 10000x more excited and happy and stuff like that and it would have been a Huge Success. Longchuan and I then went to eat again and I Really Like Eating. It is like this bliss in life like, you can feel crappy and sad and ignored and really really ignored and sensitive and everything, but when you eat you suddenly feel like everybody loves and cares for you and life is suddenly good again.

Maybe this is why I like eating so much. It's like this Escape (Theme Park, which really sucks now!!). Maybe this is why Sam likes to eat so much. And speaking of Sam, he is my character for Clueless, the English Drama Performance and Please Come I am acting and I want you to come <3> boredom, and even if you disagree, i'll have my cake and EAT IT.

Perhaps this is life's own perverted way of telling me that i try too hard to be like other people. And I am actually special and really unique. Thanks very much Life, but there are times when people want to feel like they belong somewhere, instead of everywhere. And if you think about it, everywhere = nowhere, which is The Sucky Feeling of the Year.

(So this is what you realise after listening to DaoXiang + Ye Ye Pao De Cha on repeat for 2 hours)

P.S. I forgot to buy chips. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND AM I VERY HARD TO TALK TO?? ):