YOU ARE THE SUNSHINE IN MY LIFE

2010-07-17T08:47:00.000-07:00

I think sometimes I need to reconcile with myself the fact that maybe, just maybe, I'm not as good or as great as everyone makes myself out to be.

Maybe all my successes so far aren't really successes.

Can success be defined by grades?

Can success be defined by anything actually?

Do I find those people with all the money in the world and all the power in the world successful?

What I really need to focus on:

Great minds discuss ideas, average minds discuss events, small minds discuss people.

I don't know what I am. But I guess I can say that I have been growing more mature in terms of many things. To see things I don't usually see, to put things in the perspective, to think beyond my little sphere, to understand people without judging them - all these have taken me 18 years. 18 long years. And I really hope that when the time comes and I turn 18, I wouldn't be where I was 1 year ago in terms of my attitude and thoughts and feelings.

Maybe it's really time for me to grow up just that teeny weeny bit.

Maybe it's time for me to back up and deal with things not going my way.

Because in the end, I just need to believe that I will be great.

On other things,

I probably need to learn to be more selfish and more selfless.

Being selfish isn't always something bad, contrary to Aesop's fables, morals of various stories and perhaps everybody I know.

Sometimes being selfish is caring about yourself and putting yourself first when you ought to, because self-worth is always the most important.

The wide world is all about you; you can fence yourselves in, but you cannot forever fence it out.

i like reading books about life.

i love the story of how people were originally joined together, men and women, with 2 heads, 4 legs, 4 hands and everything. i can't really imagine what this mythical creature actually looks like, but the focus is that god decided to split them apart for fear they were becoming too strong and too powerful.

everybody will find their other half. i just hope i don't have to try piecing myself over and over cause once you've formed that attachment, it's really really hard to tear yourself away.

2010-06-12T09:56:00.001-07:00

(Note: Very Incoherent, Dissected post belies)

As much as I love my current life, I cannot help but be completely lost about the future when the subject is myself.

I love surprises don't get me wrong. I would love to enter the future step-by-step and let all that's going to happen to me happen one by one; find myself in new circumstances and get out of trouble; figure out what to do and when to do something... i'm thrilled, excited, hopeful about my future but similarly I'm so scared because I have no idea how I'm going to arrive at that future state of me. Is there going to be transformation of sorts, or am I going to be the same person as I am now? Will I still laugh at the jokes I found hilarious, will I still have the same friends, the same beliefs and the same attitude towards things?

They like to say chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi but that's so not working for me. Cause one thing I have learnt from JC is if you don't do anything about it nothing is going to happen. The stupid bridge isn't going to be straight on its damn own unless you pay money to get a bunch of construction workers to do the job - and you might get scammed/robbed in the process.

Half empty/half full? How is this even a test of whether you are optimistic/pessimistic??!! If you drank half of it then look at it you'll most probably say half empty! If you are served that cup you'll most surely say half full! that's how life works! Life works in sequence!

But now my sequence is all over the place because I am too eager, too eager to find out certain things about the future so I make the right decisions today; too afraid to try things out on my own because I'm too fearful of getting hurt. But I guess it's too bad for me, cause now I'm just stuck in the present, the unknowing uninformed present. Oh how I wish I have a securities blanket with Kupida Sopida (and her dragon) Mopida and Qwali to give me all the answers.

2010-06-09T09:18:00.000-07:00

"The worst time to get a heart attack is during a game of charades." - Demetri Martin

Haha.

1. so true.

2. he's no famous scientist/humanitarian/politician/anything he's just a damn funny comedian who says hell lot of nonsense. Note to self to watch his videos when bored.

3. i need laxatives. real badddddd.

2010-06-05T07:25:00.000-07:00

Perhaps it's been too long since Mummy and I went out together, just the two of us, so when we finally did today it was a hilarious outing of extreme proportions.

Even though my plans to study were ruined by my MOTHER (I kid you not), she made me burst out in laughter repeatedly and it was so fun. She was looking around for a jacket which she had no need for, tried on a dress which she said was meant for the beach and she would never have a chance to wear it, and tried on a BRA in the middle of the shop. Oh god.

Also! I re-downloaded StumbleUpon on my lime-green Vaio (:D) and I am so glad cause I discovered this amazing place called : www.onlineschools.org and it has the most random (though rather useless) information in these little pictures and it's really very fun to read. Haha very useful information for awkward and quiet moments and perfect conversation starters haha I love it :)

(I wanted to put a picture/example BUT I realised my blog screen is TOO SMALL!! Only XKCD fits here)

2010-06-04T05:21:00.000-07:00

heehee XKCD is so funny I love it.

On a totally irrelevant note, I spent a perfectly solitary afternoon immersed in my Geography notes, and it felt completely alright. See, contrary to popular belief, you are completely okay alone. As long as you're not at home (where distractions! distractions! distractions! overwhelm you and smother you alive)

Recently too, I have developed an addiction (as another puts it) of sorts to the PSP. And I'm not indulging myself in the Japanese drum game Taiko No Tatsujin (aka Taiko: Drum Master) this time. I have risen from the portentous depths of NSK-Land and dived right into 2010 Fifa World Cup and it is honestly quite a mind-blowing experience, for me at least. Since I don't exactly follow soccer much or give a damn about Offsides and Penalties and Corners and the like. I also get very much emotionally involved in the short 8 minute game often cursing at the opposing team (usually Holland or Argentina) or shouting at my tiny players for crashing into each other. It is as if I think they have ears (okay they do they are super realistic and the animation/graphics are breathtaking) and can respond to my cries of anger! and frustration!

It really is a ball of a game, honestly. (Hah! I came up with that one myself!)

On another note (seems like I have many unrelated notes today) (I also have many brackets or parentheses" as a GP comprehension would say), I still am very, very tempted to go to that FMYLIFE.com and enter:

Hi I'm a starving child from Ethiopia. Haven't eaten in like, a few months, or years, I've lost count. FML.

But it would draw flak and I would probably get kicked off/banned from FMYLIFE.com and there goes my occasional dose of humour.

toy story 3

2010-05-30T06:04:00.000-07:00

I haven't been here in ages. And I seriously mean ages. And the only reason I'm back here today is because 1) I am hoping an avenue for me to express myself in more ways than my facial expression + incessant rambling will be good for my GP so I don't have to fail it again, and 2) there are things to say and I have a sudden urge to talk to myself.

Sometimes, just sometimes, I envy the Humanz scholars. Not just the scholars actually, but the people who take the humanities. I'm not jealous of their tiny and claustrophobic little classrooms, or their merry trips to Japan, or the money that they have and all that. It seems they are better able to express themselves when they need to, and the subjects they take conceivably do some good to their everyday lives. At least when they are pissed off they can express it elegantly through a poem or some elaborate, high-class lament with loads of imagery++. On the other hand, unless I'm some kind of a Albert Einstein there is no way I can physics my way out of expressing how pissed off I am.

Not that I am pissed off now or anything like that.

Between mugging for my dreaded dreaded oh-god-kill-me-now H3 Contemporary Physics final examination, engaging in a brief game of Doodle Find (on which my name can be found on said Top Score list for the week), staring into space and contemplating life, I found myself back here. To a safe little sanctuary where I can talk to myself, aloud, with absolutely no strings attached! Maybe the great thing about deserting your blog without completely deleting it is that you can always come back to it when you need it. I think all I need now is something away from NMR! and Band Theory! and P-N Junctions! and all that clutter and gigantic words bombarding! my! face! every two seconds. thank goodness for wikipedia you are a life saver even my h3 teacher rips his notes off your wonderful website.

Much have changed since the last time I was here, and examining my life in all fairness (meaning I have considered the "Endowment Effect"), it has most definitely gone better. (Y)(Y)(Y)

I like my life. As always :D

happy happy happyyyyyyyyyyyyy (y)(y)(y)

I want to watch toy story 3 yep that's why it's named toy story 3 so I don't forget to watch it!

(I also have a sudden urge to say that i want to TAKE OVER THE WORLD! but it's a fantasy, I'm not North Korea (: )

I wont worry my life awayyyyyy

2009-06-12T06:58:00.000-07:00

one of these days,
im gonna laugh so hard until i erupt at the same people and the same things over and over again with the same company i call my friends<3
LOVE YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

and on a completely unrelated note,
BEGGAR CLOTHES AND ECLAIRS FTW HAHAHA

HAPPY HORSE(:

2009-05-25T07:10:00.000-07:00

just so i dont forget,
changing myself for others is unneccessary.
nothing is wrong with the way i am now.
i have friends. i have people who will be there for me. and i know it.
im not a horrible person. and i dont hurt the people around me.
so,
why make life so difficult for myself?

happy happy happy violet ftw :D
thank you january to may people:
nicole yuhui jeanhui gracezhang jackyho ben chuanhong lucas zhemin shanzhi fiona abigails jasselyn isaac wayne biquan justin biang laura natong reshmi chngyan ziyao<3
thanks people for trying, for caring, for loving, for giving a damn, for encouraging, for being a listening ear, for talking on msn, for smsing, for bullshit, for nonsense, for emoing, for anything, for everything.
i love my friends i love myself i love my life <3

93. KOALA HEHEHEHEHE

2009-05-09T09:07:00.001-07:00

im only updating because i was suddenly reminded of bowling match support which led me to remembering shanzhi's extremely disgusting story of koalas and i had to name this post koala but in order for me to name a post "koala" i had to update.

conversation conversation conversation ):

92. MERLION

2009-04-04T06:48:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY, I TOOK BUS 143 AND I OVERSHOTTED CAUSE I NEVER DO DROPWISE ADDITION NEARING END OF EXPERIMENT. this left me honestly afraid and i was so sure i would have peed in my pants but i realised i removed my fbts in the middle of the road outside american club with jingyi being my shield and uh, that wouldnt be such a good idea anyway.

TOO MUCH INFORMATION ASIDEEEEEEEE,
i think i have very good friends now and i like it this way. finally.

91. ANTS

2009-03-21T06:41:00.000-07:00

i was so running out of interesting animals to name this post, then i remembered the extremely gossipy 413 picnic at botanic gardens which was really quite fun because:
1) we had more food than people = heaven for extreme pigs like nicole, zhenyi and i
2) ultimate gossip girl gossip girl gossip girl to the max i wonder why (AHEM NICOLE THE DISGUSTING GIRL WHO WORE THE SAME THING TO SLEEP AS SHE WORE OUT AND I LEANED ON HER AND WHACKED HER 100 TIMES)
3) omg i just realised i drank 4 packets of green tea and 1 packet of soya bean that day
4) the sun is damn attracted to us it's like some high tech gps tracking device and it will follow us wherever we go. when we move, somehow the clouds will clear and the leaves will get bitten by so many caterpillars at the same time they do not serve as shade anymore and we find the sun in our eyes and that sucks because our eyelashes are not long enough to serve as shades. daaaayammmn. blame it on our chinese genes.
5) ants are huge. i dont know how that makes anything fun but anyway yeah the ants were so big omg i can think of so many "yo mama" jokes to tell the ants which were SO HUGE omg.

unfortunately, we have no photographic evidence of that beautiful botanic gardens mouth exercising class outing. i miss 413 alot we should gather like OGs in the morning smack in the middle of the amphi and have some explosion of simi sais and what the shits and nonsense of all sorts.

then i got reminded of sec3 where i was obsessed with calling chanel the south korean kimchi and all sorts of shit like METAPOD HARDEN SHIIIIIING! and things like that. the good thing about being in an allgirls school is you can be so so so so unglam and proud of it. omg love us. but then i am still so so so so unglam (case in point: dramafest) and still proud of it.

Which brings me to the most awesome df team in the world of little dramafests because mtdf09 was the best that best can be. cause we all came together to give our BEST SHOT FOR MOOR TARBET <3 <3 thanks to the COME ON, (dont exaggerate) line.
we ordered >$60 worth of icecream with 2 damn nice pan thingys and 1 EXTREMELY HUGE EARTHQUAKE and 1 fondue OMG OMG OMG i am damn pro. i sent a marshmallow somersaulting through the air like a true ballerina and straight into the chocolate fondue to receive a complimentary spa for a few seconds ONLY TO LET THE DELICIOUS CUTE LITTLE MARSHMALLOW BE DEVOURED DISGUSTINGLY NONE OTHER THAN BY THE MOST PERVERTED PORNO SHANZHI.

poor thing that marshmallow. to be eaten by someone as tall and as perverted as shanzhi. must have been a torturous few seconds for you.

marshmallows aside, we then proceeded to taking photos non stop but i think we did not take a group photo which is extremely retarded and camilla cut her hair and i was such a pig because i ate so so so much ice cream my stomach decided to stage a revolt against me by torturing itself leaving me, the owner of the stupid stomach, hurting like siao. but fortunately, it was only short term because stomachs arent farsighted politicians so too bad for you stomach, TAKE MORE ICECREAM MUAHAHAHAHAHA!

wah suddenly i have so much to say but enough is enough because i am thirsty and i shall proceed to drink water now.

89. DOTS ON THE SAME LINE GRAPH

2009-03-14T06:20:00.000-07:00

I LOVE DRAMAFEST09 I LOVE MT I LOVE EVERYBODY <3 <3 <3
OOOOH WATCH VIOLET SPREAD HER LOVE LIKE PEANUT BUTTER ON BREAD, THEN SPREAD MORE NUTELLA ON TOP BECAUSE THAT IS TOTALLY DELICIOUS AND I HAVENT HAD NUTELLA IN SHIT YEARS.
HOHOHOHOHO MONDAY NIGHT IS SO EXCITING I THINK I WILL GO CRAZY WHEN I SEE ALL THE DF PEOPLE AGAIN <3 <3 EVEN SUPERMEAN SHIYANG AND SICKPORNO SHANZHI O:

omg im such a happy smiling little girl i wonder what will happen when i grow up and become sad emo big woman woahhh that is too hard to imagine even my absolutely imaginative mind cannot picture that. O: O: O: I havent watched PHINEAS AND FERB in forever i am so disappointed in myself hahahaha and i love Barbarella, yah?

"Yah, and i'm also the head of the SPGs, yah? the Sarong Party Girls, and I only wear Chanel. ;) so i'm afraid they will like take my Chanel, and also my Sarong. "

im so easily amused :D :D :D

88. PANDA

2009-02-20T05:27:00.000-08:00

today is a "at-first-bitter-later-sweet" day.
whooooohooooo this makes the sweet even sweeter than the sweet itself because i compare it to the bitter.

im going to spam myself with happy faces. like so:
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

even though i saw a lot of pigeons and crows today, and the physics boy scolded us for talking during lecture and my recurring sore throat has become more than a sore throat, i had a lot of fun.

oh and interesting fun fact of the day!
THE FEESEX LECTURER HAS A DAMN DAMN DAMN STRAIGHT PARTING. it's like if she needed to find out if the traffic light is straight or not, all she has to do is make sure that it is in line with her parting. srzly, go and "check it out".

anyway note to self is:
IM EXTREMELY HAPPY TO THE MAX MAX MAXXXXX
i shall heck work and watch zack and cody :D

87. Giant Eraser Pokemon

2009-02-14T09:10:00.000-08:00

when things go totally wrong, i just really wish there was such a thing as a gigantic eraser to erase away all the bad memories, and hopefully things can go back to how they were before.

but life doesnt work this way i guess. and mistakes have consequences.
and the consequences kinda hurt too much for my own good.

it's srzly awkward and i dont really know what to say now. so i guess it's srzly i say it best when i say nothing at all. this is when im completely at a loss like i dont know what to do or what to say or how to react and how to respond if a reaction/response is even required.

i just seriously hope time can change everything back to normal again.
all that said, im hurt. happy and laughing and all kinds of joy, but hurt nevertheless.

argh i shall have "bad attitude" and go permutate smth now.

Oh ultimate joke from Under Pressure (edited and everything cause i dont remember word for word)
"guys are simple. once you differentiate them and find the one you like, you just integrate them into your life."

86.

2009-01-30T04:34:00.000-08:00

to cut a long story short,

- moving posters around is seriously entertaining. but low-quality posters are seriously disappointing and irritating. shouldnt say too much lest i get tracked down as a rebel and sent to meet the Dean of Rebellious Kids (DORK) and that wouldnt be too pretty.
- i hope lifts dont have security cameras
- spending too much time thinking to myself is not always a good thing
- moping in a corner is not always a bad thing
- sleeping is always the best thing
- enough is enough. slacking around has been fun, but i need something more substantial to engage myself with. TV? Food? Friends? spending too much time with them haha

subtitle of the day:
"do you feel bad that i called her by her first name?"
okay this is strange does this mean i should call everybody by their surnames now! SEET CHAN CHAN (nicole and yuhui have the same surnames i just realised oh no i cannot call them nicole and yuhui that would be rude right i wonder who will feel bad though) LAU LEE KOH KOH LIU LEE TAN ONG LI CHEW NUR(haha i have no idea what atiqa's surname is) NEO SHAR... KAUR CHUA LIM HENG CHNG YU ANG HO

haha this is actually damn fun lah, i shall try it in school on monday haha shout "TAN!" in the corridor then there will be like 10 over heads turning around to look at me but i will be smart and turn around too so nobody will know i conducted such an intelligent experiment.

and i really dont like it when people dont reply me so i guess i shall reply people too :D heh

85. CHICKEN MCNUGGETS RAWR

2009-01-26T07:02:00.001-08:00

the more i look at the sad little Mc Digi on the table, the sadder i get over the premature death of my Mc Digi, even though it was totally jasselyn's until i became addicted to the stupid basketball lame to the max game, and stole it from her.

it's been dunno how many days since Mc Digi's death. i think it needs to be cremated soon, will give it proper funeral all of you are invited to turn up! dresscode=orange.
one minute of silence for my Mc Digi, you were good while you lasted.

okay, secretly i hope macs has nth better to do at all and googles Mc Digi and finds this and discovers me!! the biggest fan of happy meal's mc digi and gives me a Mc Digi, Special Limited Edition!!

"HALLO MACS!! MY NAME IS VIOLET LEE AND I LIVE IN CLEMENTI BUT I STUDY AT RJC, yeah it's quite far i know right? ANYWAY, IF YOU WANT TO GIVE ME A MC DIGI, SPECIAL LIMITED EDITION!!, I WILL DEFINITELY ACCEPT IT WITH TWO HANDS CAUSE THAT'S ONLY POLITE. THANK YOUUUUUUU YOU ARE AWESOME TO THE MAX (though i have no idea which part of the chicken your nuggets are made of)."

subtitle of the day:
"no wonder it is so feminine! it needs a bit of testosterone to balance it off."
haha i miss rgs alreadyyyy<3

84. Jigglypufffff

2009-01-23T08:01:00.000-08:00

"you dont look happy to me.
come on, let's go have some fun."

and their way of having some fun is going to the driving range and shooting 100 golf balls towards the sky.

"Do you prefer an sms or see me in person?"
HAH QUOTABLE SUBTITLE OF THE DAY.
now i can use this on everyone and ignore idiots like jass/nicole who send smses when im sitting 2 seats away from you saying "THIS IS HOW I WASTE FREE SMS! :D"
hate the happy face (:D) without it, the sms would actually have no impact on me.
whats more, jass likes calling me during lectures because she has nothing better to do?!?! alamak i came up with that trick and she's like using it on me more often than i use it on her. i think she needs an originality makeoverrrr.

to convince myself that everybody loves me (like i need to be convinced), i quote yuhui!! :D
~~On a lighter note, it felt nice hanging around with Ben/Violet at the Spectator Gallery yesterday. I think it’s the sun. (:~~
Violet is the best best best best best best best I love her my day rocked because I spent it with her and she is the bestest bestest bestest person alive yay she is so brilliant and amazing and talkative and SHAMELESS. (: I love you Violet Lee I am not going to change anything anymore(:

(hahaha she changed it cause i pestered her like shit and how can she put MY NAME BEHIND BIGGEST LOSER'S?!??!?) and im not actually shameless okayyy, dont label with me untruths omg.

83. AIRPORK AHAHA NICOLE :D

2009-01-21T04:45:00.000-08:00

i think im really original.
my printer was being screwed up and my internet refused to connect last night, so i couldnt go and print the mother tongue thing again, because the first time i printed it i put it in my bag like all normal people but my water bottle decided to leak unlike all normal water bottles and that resulted in my beautiful piece of paper turning into a pieces of trash.

my original plan was to go to zhenyi's blog to copy her mother tongue thing but internet wasnt working??!! so i had to use my memory to write out the part about NOT offering H1 Mother Tongue. then i missed out quite alot of stuff so i changed it abit. i dont think the People will be very impressed. but the signature is 100% my mum's signature.

eventually, i went to school with a signed form and a small (incorrect) paragraph with the NOT in bold and underlined, and copied everything from the website on top to the PRINT THIS PAGE with the little icon!! how awesome i think my form was gorgeous the only thing i didnt manage to copy was the school crest cause it's hard to copy unlike the RGS one.

i cannot believe this entire post is about my mother tongue form.
OH OH OH AND IM SO NOT GONNA BE MARY ANYMORE. IT'S A RISKY NAME!!

82. Chicken Banana

2009-01-19T05:37:00.000-08:00

QUOTING FROM SUBTITLES is self-entertaining:

If you can find somebody so easily, there would be no missing people in this world.

you really have a great sense of humour and great knowledge (they are talking about me, i love how i randomly get mentioned in TV series it gives me a sense of extreme achievement)

okay then the show ended.
i hope atiqa and rachel miao had great fun in their new schools which are different from mine today! :D
i was so nice to atqia, i wished that she would see who she wants to see in hwach and grow taller so she can be seen by ______.
i didnt wish rachelmiao anything but i miss you like eccentricsssss and im going to visit youin school wearing your pinafore!! we arent OM-ing on saturday right CNY? or are we?
:D

81. MONSTER

2009-01-17T08:11:00.000-08:00

TODAY, I HAVE COME TO THE REALISATION THAT I AM SUPER THICK-SKINNED.
quote nicole: "wah you will also feel paiseh ah! i'm still in shock omg i learnt something new today!"

shutup nicole today you are neither cute face nor king so tooooo badddddd. hohohoho.
my new favourite swear word is krotala, and my new favourite phrase is im cooler than ice mountain.

<3 you OM juniors to the maxxxxx win win win kkz!

80. pigeons

2009-01-14T07:09:00.000-08:00

aiyah i have such a pmsy internet she is so so so pmsy she should take hormonal pills to keep her hormonal changes in check. why am i her poor unfortunate victim i need to like zaofan and protest and stand up against my internet and show her WHO'S DA BOSS.

funny thing is i can be here typing my protest against my internet and msn is actually working but i cannot load my email. which happens to be the most important thing now hohoho so thanks alot internet cause now i dont know what is happening tomorrow, and so now im really quite sure nonsense is gonna happen.

JJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJ <3 MIAO I WILL MISS YOU VERY VERY VERY MUCH YOU. i'll sneak in to visit k since i live near NORTH BUONA VISTA ROAD do you remember north buona vista road!

79. Fartband

2009-01-14T03:06:00.000-08:00

i like amusing myself with things only i find amusing. like putting on plays with my fingers and toes. it is seriously fun to the maxxxx but i will be the only person who finds it fun.

i think the highlights of openhouse in my opinion are:
1) Jacky (although i suspect i'm more excited to see her than she was to see me by about 2.394488 times)
2) Green Nat Yellow Grace
3) pingfang weiting charlene zhixian etccc
INSERT *NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE BECAUSE SHE IS SO BORING ALL SHE TALKS ABOUT IS CO AND BECAUSE SHE IS MY FRIEND AND I LIKE HER AND SHE IS VERY FUNNY BECAUSE SHE SAYS STUFF LIKE, "DONT NEED TO WEAR SUCKS (SOCKS)" *
4) "...happening school culture..." ahahahahaha
5) sitting on floors
6) the damn cute cookedfood uncle
7) being the only person to follow the footsteps on the floor
8) making animal noises and being idiots making ALOT OF NOISE in the canteen
9) exciting performances
10) a very windy experience

oh and because we cannot wear culottes i may end up having to wear rubbish to school on some days. how!!!?!?!?! and jasselyn is so gross she REwears her pinafore how gross is that!! like today's crap on your pinafore is also tomorrow's crap on your pinafore yuckkk. that is like so gross you might as well not bathe since you're putting yesterday's nonsense on today again?!?!?!
OH NO IM GOING TO BE DISGUSTING I NEED TO BORROW PINAFORE FROM PB.

78. Turtles

2009-01-08T08:02:00.000-08:00

the very first few hours of 2009 were spent shopping in a night market in taiwan. what an awesome way to start a new year worhxxx!

Tv mum: are you really that filial?
Tv son: what do you think?

Hurhur parents are so strange why can't they just accept the fact that their kids can be awesome little angels! I mean look at me i'm such an awesome little angel i think my mum must have done loads of good stuff last time to get a little angel like me! i'm like so nice i help her mop her floor with some special 3-step-mopping-magic-method!! Everybody should sing songs of praise for violet.

Everybody: sing songs of praise for violet
Violet: humbly accepts the songs of praise and delivers speech to thank her parents for giving her the chance to be super filial.

In any case, i think being filial is enjoyable and pretty much a reward on its own :D i sound so mature and grown up i feel like cheese alrd :D

Tv stupid girl: you've guts!

duh no guts how to digest food i don't even know how such a silly expression came about.

conversely though, "you've brains!" can't apply to many people eh? :D :D :D

77. SOAPYSOAPY

2008-12-26T10:04:00.000-08:00

i have come to the great realisation that my attention span is as short as atiqa the smurf.
and i have returned suddenly to cure my super-bored-but-cannot-sleep-and-i've-watched-all-the-shows-on-TV-already disease.

i have also realised that actually my holidays have been quite exciting and i have been going out almost everyday and i went overseas twice and im going again on tuesday. wahhhh sounds so exciting. i didnt understand why ants in my house like to commit suicide in my water-containing-thingy. but now i do. *i feel realisation coming to me in the form of a banana-holding guinea pig, it is pink with light blue spots and it can only speak spanish. (which is a guess because i dont even understand spanish but it sounds like alot of fighting and rahahahah so i guessed)*

ANYWAY, i know why because the ants can tread water. they are like damn good at it. i suspect it's cause they have 6 legs, all the better to tread water with. cause they will be in the water for like 4.903002 hours and when i come home and take them out of the water THEY ARE ALIVE. they dont even have the shrivel up effect! srzly! they dont have the prune-like skin after being in the water for too long unlike me when i bathe and forget to go out.

okayyy people celebrate birthdays for their pets and stuff and since i dont have a pet im gonna celebrate my soap's birthday and it officially has today, 27th december as its birthday! :D
wheee birthdays are so fun i'll give birthdays to all my belongings WAHAHAHAH SO EXCITING WORHXXX

75. if im not wrong i have no intelligent animal brain anymore.

2008-12-24T10:10:00.001-08:00

HALLO RACHELMIAO!!
wo hao ai ni worhx!
everytime i cook smth i will think of you and your nonsense even though you have nothing to do with whatever im cooking.you see you are so important to me and my life. do you feel very touched suddenly and have an irresistable temptation to hug me and say, "oh violet, you are so wonderful!!" dont worry i wont be too shocked cause i do that to myself all the time! :D

i think we should go and crash school when their school reopens and our school(s) havent yet. do you know what the bracket means? let me tell you what the bracket means even if you may know what the bracket means. it means you have to tell me whether you know if you are going off to ACS or not D: and yes anyway we must wear our school uniforms and join them for flag raising one fine day which means waking up very early haiyee that doesnt seem like such a good idea anymore but maybe um crash some OM meeting or CCAO or smth but i have no idea when everything is anymore because i havent been checking my emails but anyway i wouldnt receive anything on CCAO or Orientation or anything at all actually.

i love you rachel miao hurhurhur hope to see you soon we can make dumplings do you know taukwa in dumplings is Nicer than tofu! okay rachelmiao you can go now byebye make me some delicious waffles or smth :D

I HAD THE STRANGEST DREAM THAT MSSERGEANT WATCHED CLUELESS ON THE FINAL DAY AND I WAS ACTING AS SAM AND I WAS ALSO AN USHER showing people to their seats(?) AND i was super nice to this person named She2 Tou2 (which is tongue?!). anyway, after the curtain call mssergeant came onto stage and said that it was a HORRIBLE SHOW. she then criticised everything and the audience was still there and in the audience were the seniors and she asked the seniors if they agreed with her and they said YESSSSSS in unison. then all of us broke into tears WITH THE AUDIENCE OVER THERE LOOKING COMPLETELY SHOCKED? (like all of them had the same expression only with different eye-sizes,hair styles etc) so we, with teary eyes and everything, proposed that we let the audience leave first but mssergeant said NO with a chickenrice sort of voice but we were firm in our decision and chased the audience out with brooms.
AT THIS JUNCTURE,WHO WOULD APPEAR BUT OMG MY COUSINS?! with their parents?! which is weird to the max because my cousins never come for my plays and furthermore their parents? okay then people starting coming down and making faces at mssergeant and said nice things such as "i thought it was a wonderful show"etc (i.e.muchlike what people said at the REAL ACTUAL clueless not the VIOLET'S WEIRD DREAM clueless)

and so tralalatralala i woke up feeling a little weird and THE WEIRDEST THING IS THAT THE DREAM IS REAL and i am not like fooling around and making up stories and pose them as dreams so that maybe some snooping around guy can come and discover my amazing story and make it into a movie. then whoohoo i will be famous but no that is not true, the dream is true and i shall stop talking to myself.

goodnight violet. byebye violet. i love you violet. yayyyyyy :D

74. Popeye the Sailormoon

2008-11-22T08:23:00.001-08:00

hallo

this is my extreme boring-ness.
because i am bored.
the HK drama we rented with dogs that speak in cantonese/chinese dubbing is called when dog loves cat, or smth related to cats and dogs, and it is terribly boring i wanna be bored alrd.
even like when i tried to concentrate on the show and eliminate all boredom, i was still bored. it's so boring it's about cats and dogs and i am not animal person and THEREFORE, IT IS BORING TO THE MAX WORHXXXXXX.

i like CrazyLove!! I want HolyMatrimony and some Lovers'Tiff! I dont mind having a MajorCrush or maybe Breakfast in Bed. i didnt like my FirstDate, I thought the FirstKiss was only okay and I dont really like Karishma and Shimin's SummerFling! I will Never Have a FunnyValentine cause it's corn-y and the only one i havent tried is the peach one and i kinda wanna try it now.

okay i sound like a pervy lecherous horny piece of Atiqa but worry not, this is nothing but an innocent rant about food. i am now hungry i wanna eat fried Udon with yummyyummy mushrooms and okay actually i am not hungry lah.

be full! be full!* being full is a state of mind. psycho yourself psycho yourself violetlee you can do it! you can do it!

*temporary mental condition: calendar note in handphone set to last till next tuesday. cookoffs and non-hunger do not go together. they are mutually exclusive like blue strawberries that come from shimin's closet and beautiful purple flowers that belong to violetlee.

this is completely incoherent but the time now is *di* *di* *di* *di* 12:31AM, brought to you by SUPER ~~coffee~~ Violet Lee. okay i officially stop being stupid from now on im going to change my image and become extremely smart and say only philosophical things : "Tarry a little!"

Im not sure what number this is so i shall pretend to be intelligent and use up all the space so there is no space to put the number! WHEEE FEAR ME!!!

2008-11-19T02:35:00.001-08:00

WAHAHAH THE 6:04-7:00pm show on Channel 55 is hilarious. okay actually i havent watched much of it but when i switched channels the first thing i saw was a BEARDED OU YANG ZHENG HUA and i think he should always have minimal facial hair.

yesterday i didnt go to the Asian Food Expo eventually and that was a Sad Speck in my Otherwise Oompalompa-ish day. but at least i gotta watch Madagascar Escape 2 Africa instead and it is super funny haha i think the funniest part is the part where the King (or so he thinks) acts out an entire scenario of him and the Gods on his own. omg huff and puff and laugh myself in.
&& next time im gonna scold people by wishing they ended up in a Dying Hole.

Omg the channel55 show is really insane. everybody is like young in the show? and the dubbing is a piece of shit. and the hairstyles are ancient.
haha then this guy wearing black was covering his head with his jacket and walking around saying:
"IM TRANSPARENT IM TRANSPARENT!!" wahhaha im gonna do that when i get to school next year it's gonna scare everybody away and I WILL OWN THE SCHOOL RAHAHAHAHA!
*insert dumdumdumdum music here*

haha and Mr Bean (cartoon) is a total retard he plays the piano on the table, sometimes when i feel like a Non-musically inclined peanut i will pretend to be extremely musically inclined and move my fingers intelligently on the MRT. BUT IT IS OKAY! BECAUSE NOBODY ON THE MRT KNOWS ME, for now. Until like 20 years later when i become Rich, Famous and Have My Face on all the Singapore Notes, i will PURPOSELY TAKE THE MRT SO THAT EVERYONE CAN COMPARE MY FACE TO THE ONE ON THE DOLLAR NOTES AND KNOW THAT I AM A REAL PERSON AND I LOOK GOOD WITH BLUE FACE, GREEN FACE, RED FACE AND PURPLE FACE.

HAHAHAH MY LIFE PLAN IS AWESOME! now all i need to do is to figure out how to get rich, famous and My Face on money. sounds realllllllly easy lah, all i need to do is um, um, um, CANNOT TELL YOU OTHERWISE EVERYBODY WILL BE LIKE ME AWWW MAN.

69. Happy Bunny 2

2008-11-17T06:41:00.000-08:00

i am gonna be happy because:
#1. i truly believe that the sec ones love us. and i really love the sec ones too. <3
#2. i got the DVD for the linfeng show called The Four and no dont laugh at me
#3. i realised i got ultimate a lot flowers like more than 35 so i am awesome and i am happy
#4. at least i like talking to people, and general consensus is that im easy to talk to
#5. i made shaowei a friend and not a junior today. awesome shits
#6. we are senior-friends, that is HUMANS, and not tools to make things work better
#7. i laughed a lot like, ha ha ha until stomachache, and thanks thanks to many people. so hearts to the world today other than to you!
#8. tomorrow i am going to Asian Food Expo it's the last day and im excited! :D
#9. i love batchmates love love love

HAHA OMG THE 10.30 TV SHOW IS HILARIOUS
angmoh woman: that foolish girl took my shoe!
angmoh man: Give us back the shoe you fool!

2008-11-16T06:54:00.000-08:00

i dont want to call you names.
i tried to forgive and forget.
but time and time again you do these fricking stupid things and write posts on your LJ which i think you actually want us to read and want us to get angry and maybe that is your motive and you have achieved your motive. kudos to you you genius awesome scriptwriter who wrote NOTHING in clueless i dont know what you have done to contribute to this entire production other than TROUBLE and UNNECCESSARY TALKS.

im not trying to say we have been the best seniors ever. but how great a vicechair can you be if you stage a silent rebellion against a CCA production and post hate-posts and tell your friends that this is a lousy production (WHICH BTW, GOT YOU A KICKASS BECAUSE EVERYBODY SAID IT WAS AWESOME).

i have no idea what made you so damn fricking tired during the whole process of Clueless because all you did was discuss your own production, not turn up, turn your batch against us, play the piano all the time, hate the production, and worry about things which could be better dealt with but not as this time, oh and being completely unsupportive.

i am not saying the things you try to do are wrong, but you do them at the wrong time. and i have alot of respect for the things you try to do, but not the way you do it, and definitely not the lack of passion you inject into productions (which lack seniors you dont have crushes on)

im sorry im being immature and doing such shit on public space.
but it's people like these who make me feel happy for leave cca and leave the school, and move on to a new stage.
i admit i havent stepped up much as a sec4 cca member, but i've certainly reached out to the juniors and do what i do best, and a senior is not just a tool to get the CCA together - it comprises the person who cares for the people and juniors, and have passion for the cca.

and well, you really can play the piano well. you played the linfeng song!

67. Clueless and its bunch of Animals

2008-11-16T05:57:00.000-08:00

As we take our final bow during our final curtain call, what's left of months of effort are flowers prepared to wilt, several vegetables, strange but sweet presents and memories. awesome awesome memories that would stay with me till i get hungry again.

to make a long and arduous and memorable journey short,
1. i need to learn to be punctual
2. i need to learn how to control my emotions, and my biased feelings
3. secones think im scary D: and they bully me and are very mean to me
4. i can do guy make up
5. i am not lecherous by nature
6. i most probably wont get to be a guy/tranny anymore
7. i like my batchmates alot
8. i need sleep to function
9. my batch is furr of idiots
10. i really love clueless!!

i've learnt to control my tears better, to be more polite, to show concern and i will learn to open up! (cause according to MsTay's test i draw closed doors and windows!!!!)
&& IM VERY HAPPY SO MANY PEOPLE CAME! thank you all who came and all who gave me well wishes including LINGMIN SPECIAL MENTION SORRY I NEVER REPLY YOUR SMS I DONT KNOW WHY KEEP GOING INTO OUTBOX ONLY.

and thanks very much for flowers presents etc this is my most fulfilling and rewarding experience yet thank you thank you and i love you alllll!! hope you had as much fun as i did :D

(oh and tampines is scaryyyy at night)

FAM FATALE :D (im so punny i should get a prize ><)

2008-11-13T06:44:00.000-08:00

FAREWELL ALMA MATER 2008!
hallo why am i being such a bimbo anyway i charged my camera the whole afternoon but the battery died after 4 miserable photos so i was left with my phone, luckily my phone has 5 mega pixel camera (which is better than jingyi's camera heh!) which means i need to blutooth all the ugly photos of me OR find a cable thing but i think i will end up waiting for facebook. :D

personally i think zhenyi looked extremely awesome, chngyan looked like a princess, yuyue looked very good, nicole looked very cool, joellyn looked very purple and nice, chanel looked very pretty and everybody was basically very pretty lahhhh.
but i think ultimate is zhenyi :
violet arrives super fashionably 1hour40minutes late and finally reaches her seat after accidentally sitting on eileen's and chngyan's seat. zhenyi: SMILES AND WAVES
violet: FRIENDLY SMILE :D
zhenyi: comes closer
violet: eh, who are you?
zhenyi: zhenyi lah! omg you dont know who i am then you anyhow smile at me!

whoops but zhenyi was damn damn pretty ytd quotable quote from yuyue: wah zhenyi really put in a lot of effort for Prom hor, now i cannot wait to attend her wedding she will really make until she super pretty.

My Very Pretty Zhenyi, ugh, Very Hot Becky Liu

we also took many unglam photos and i like the one with us being nuns! :D heh heh
after that we adjourned (as erin said) to erin's house and took 150over photos in 15minutes plus omg grossssss i am so shocked :O !!

this is my favourite enormous eyes picture LOOK! MY MUM'S FRIEND DAMN PRO RIGHT MAKE MY EYES SO BIG, FOR FREE SOMEMORE WHOOOTS :D

Sulyn, Me, Erin, Nicole!!

OH OH OH AND MY FAVOURITE PART OF THE ENTIRE DINNER WAS THE ZHONG GUO DE CHA.
due to my sudden obsession over an empty cup of tea, our table became the zhong guo de cha table and everybody drank the tea which i brewed we are so awesomesss !!
I will miss RGS a lot D: zai jian le bao bao!

Fried Lice

2008-11-09T06:31:00.000-08:00

I am going to get someone to teach me squash because I am watching Fan gun ba! Dan Chao Fan (otherwise known as Rolling Love) on 256 now, and leng lie is playing squash. and besides him, many tv shows have people playing squash when they are very angry/sad/stressed/pissed off then throwing the squash racket on the floor and sitting down and crying.

so in case i feel like doing that, i kinda need to go and learn how to play squash and get a lousy squash racket so it's okay if it is thrown onto the floor. and find a squash court i can use.

on another note, i am tired & very easily bored.

oh, and i havent watched high school musical 3. so miserableeee

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHENYI!

2008-11-06T07:18:00.000-08:00

Hallo Mami Poko Pants.
Yesterday was a very fun day. YWAVFD. (Thats being a ShiMin hurhurhur)
During Chinese O's, my mind was literally wandering elsewhere. Like, seriously.
first i was like, oh yay CSS Auditions on 8/11 and 9/11, so i was like hopefully someone from our school will join. then i look up and i see stupid mabel in front of me pushing her fringe up on her forehead and little bits of hair sticking up, so i decided to dare Mabel to join CSS and do this:

Mabel: Hallo. Da Jia Hao. Wo yao chang de ge shi AN JING.
Judges: Okay. Hao. Jia you.
Mabel: ....
Judges: Ni ke yi kai shi chang le
Mabel: Wo yi jing chang le an jing! An jing ma, geddit?
Judges: -_-" hao. ni hai hui chang bie de ge ma?
Mabel: Hui! Wo hui chang KAI BU LIAO KOU.
Judges: ....

Can you imagine??! i was thinking of this kind of shit during the Chinese OLevels.
Haha then during Break i told them my brilliant plan and Erin also suggested JIE KOU, which is a rather intelligent CHINESE pun hur hur hur :D
but if Mabel goes, i will join her. haha actually i dont mind if someone pays for my HSM3 ticket. heh :D and my face also quite thick. yay so fun everybody should come support us hahaha

then during the Main Paper, Baoyi suddenly became very aggressive and erased very agitatedly. After that, she had to sweep the eraser dust off right, then she sweep sweep sweep very happily then her tissue packet also got swept off the table! then actually i also dont know what is so funny but i couldnt stop laughing. hahah it's not really very funny but i think because it was during exams, that kind of lousy atmosphere, so anything can also be funny.

but in any case, Erin's house was really fun we drank quite abit i got flushed for the first time! i never ever flush. as in i do! like toilet bowl i flush, but like my face doesnt become Red easily. actually drinking is interesting, the drink itself so so only. haha and i just realised that ethanol in the lab is only 70%alcohol, Shin said that if you drink 100% alcohol your eyes will go Blind. and i trust Shin, she is a good & clever Chem student.

OKAY INCOHERENT! INCOHERENT! STUPID NICOLE. SO CAMWHORE SHE STUFF HER HEAD INTO MY BODY WHEN WE TAKE PHOTO. TSK.
I WANT TO GO ERINS HOUSE TO PLAY AGAIN! SO DAMN FUN :D

MANTOU XIAOLONGBAO PEKINGDUCK all things chinese!

2008-11-04T04:39:00.000-08:00

大家好！这是我的LOOKS RACIST POST 第二！
我这几天学的成语比我16年来学的成语更丰富。
我的桌子现在汗牛充栋。
我知道我临渴掘井，不可能立竿见影，但是我卧薪尝胆，破釜沉舟，已经鞠躬尽瘁了。
OKAY THAT WAS TERRIBLY PERVERTED IF I CAN DO THAT TOMORROW I WILL CALL MYSELF A GENIUS AND I DONT CARE ABOUT 满招损，谦受益！！
if no fricken chengyu comes out in that damn 综合填空tomorrow, i am going to fry that damn piece of paper and then bake it like the potato chips i made. grawr luckily i didnt spend alot of my time studying chinese i dont know whether that is a good thing or not but who cares im watching meet the robinsons (4th time now) and i really like it.
oh oh and i know 读书有三道，谓心到，口到，眼到。but how come dont have 耳到，if have then i just listen to chinese songs everyday even better.

and come for 没有线索！ ("clueless"- translation by Zhenyi)

I am only titling my posts cause Zhenyi is my friend.

2008-11-02T03:54:00.000-08:00

not saying that graduation and everything else chinese isnt important, but

did i mention how much i hate it when people dont reply?!!!

grawr.
i need to eat less tofu and mushrooms. i kinda eat it everyday now i am getting disturbed by my own appetite.
things i like to eat so i will remember and eat it on rotation:
I like the Peach drinks stuff from Pink Yogurt at Bugis, it's like only $2.50 now usually it's $3.80 so i made an imaginary profit of $1.30. yay that's the first dollar i ever earned :D
I also like the korean Rice Cake but lately it has been not very delicious looking, it's like paste-y and stuff which is Not What It Is Supposed To Be. so i am very disappointed in you Korean Store, you ought to be embarrassed by your bad behaviour.
I also like Yella Fellas with Nacho Cheese, it is next to the store which sells dough but uh, forget about that. Don't buy $3.40 because you will eat until you are very full and it will start to be a little not nice. So buy the small $3 one because it is less and the container is cooler looking too.
I also like QQ Rice, but you can find that at plazasing and square2 as well. it is very yummyyyy! i know it looks not-too-appetising, but it is very good, the drinks and the pudding too! :D yay and they have PURPLE rice so yummy.
Oh Oh and there's also sweet potato fries at this place which sells the XXXXXXL chicken too but i dont know what it's called. the sweet potato fries are nice.
Saybons has very good soup i think the New Potato and Leek Soup is the best because it is very nice, i like thick soups.
& SLICE! :D :D :D

OKAY TOWN IS AWESOME WITH SUCH AWESOME FOOD CHOICES WHAT WOULD I DO IN FOREIGN LAND NEXT YEAR. oh no my poor stomachhhh O: O: O:

I also like Bread Talk (especially when they play Ye Ye Pao De Cha!)

Mimosa-ur.

2008-10-30T08:39:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I really wish I was less sensitive. But maybe Im not even being sensitive, maybe that is the intentions of others, and they have successfully gotten the message across? But then again is that being too sensitive? Im so confused.

I guess what goes around comes around and What I Do/Did to other people is coming back to haunt me in a strange way. I dont really know what is happening but i just hope hope hope it is nothing actually and it is just Stress kicking in and kicking me because I really need to get started BECAUSE IT'S LIKE 4 DAYS to Os! OR SMTH SMALL AND SCARY TO THAT EXTENT.

On Tuesday, we had 3 bowls of the Sliced Ice thing and I think the Green Tea, Oreo and Black Sesame flavours are most awesome. And everything is nicer with Condensed Milk. Chngyan and I also had the LJS potato thing which is nice but it is damn cheater because it looks like the sky on the poster but eventually it was like this speck of dirt. SO LITTLE CAN!!! Like the container is the size of the Crunchy Shrimp container and the Crunchy Shrimp container is very small, and speaking of which Crunchy Shrimp is deliciously over-priced.

Yesterday we went to RP for the RGS Quest thing and I srzly think it should have been in classes then everybody would be 10000x more excited and happy and stuff like that and it would have been a Huge Success. Longchuan and I then went to eat again and I Really Like Eating. It is like this bliss in life like, you can feel crappy and sad and ignored and really really ignored and sensitive and everything, but when you eat you suddenly feel like everybody loves and cares for you and life is suddenly good again.

Maybe this is why I like eating so much. It's like this Escape (Theme Park, which really sucks now!!). Maybe this is why Sam likes to eat so much. And speaking of Sam, he is my character for Clueless, the English Drama Performance and Please Come I am acting and I want you to come <3> boredom, and even if you disagree, i'll have my cake and EAT IT.

Perhaps this is life's own perverted way of telling me that i try too hard to be like other people. And I am actually special and really unique. Thanks very much Life, but there are times when people want to feel like they belong somewhere, instead of everywhere. And if you think about it, everywhere = nowhere, which is The Sucky Feeling of the Year.

(So this is what you realise after listening to DaoXiang + Ye Ye Pao De Cha on repeat for 2 hours)

P.S. I forgot to buy chips. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND AM I VERY HARD TO TALK TO?? ):

Beep Beep (the animal that runs and runs and goes Beep Beep!)

2008-10-26T09:09:00.001-07:00

这是我的CHINESE POST。非常IRONIC因为今天是DEEPAVALI然后这样有一点RACIST。

不过，我的朋友都很厉害，是双语人才，所以他们都可以明白我并不是在说他们的坏话。

其实，我要说的就是，我不喜欢人家不REPLY我。不管是SMS还是MSN还是人，我都很讨厌。为什么不要REPLY我！！太伤人的心了。或者是，我说一大堆，然后别人只REPLY一点点，））：让我非常难过，我想我快要哭了。

请大家REPLY我！如果你很忙就说：“我是JAYCHOU。我很忙” 否则我会很难过，很可怜。

懂得REPLY的人万岁！！

what is deepavali in chinese?!??! i wonder who can answer this the chinese may not know and the indians probably dont know. this is like, question of the century!

I think it's quite funny how people use Clueless puns on me. Like, hello?!?!?

2008-10-25T09:30:00.000-07:00

hallo everybody come for Clueless, the English Drama End-of-Year Production 2008.

14th November, Friday, 7.30pm
15th November, Saturday, 2.30pm and 7.30pm
$10/ticket, free seating

10 reasons why you should come!
1. It is not some Shakespeare thing
2. It is gonna be hilarious.
3. I am acting.
4-10. I am acting!!!!!

Okay that is so enough reasons for everybodyyyyyyy to buy tickets from me no matter what. even if you want to watch very nice show on TV also must come, and i can record for you i have HubStation.

and i love Peer Support Sharing it was damn fun <3

RETARD ET PHONES HOME

2008-10-24T08:13:00.001-07:00

i didnt title my 5minutes ago post i am so shocked! O:
anyway,
this post is to celebrate the common factor that holds me and all my friends so close together. this is called the Skill of being Stupid.
even though i concede that i am an Immense Idiot, so is everyone else. Look at Anthea & Jo-Ann. And everyone else.
i ♥ all these people they make me look less idiotic but they are younger than me so aww shit.

look at jo-ann the idiot next to me. we have the same stupid face! winner! winner!

TERMINAL 3 OKAY NO KIDDING. ELAINE IS SAME AGE AS ME AHAHA LOOK AT HER SHE IS TOTALLY MORE RETARDED THAN ME! RIGHT? RIGHT! Right.

Finding evidence of otherpeople being much more idiotic than me is so damn fun. and i ♥ our class shirt because i can wear my class shirt with my purple FBTs with my purple jacket with my purple bag and yknow what i can say, "HALLO I AM VIOLET! LITERALLY!"

okay and i have run out of photos because the rest are incriminating evidence i.e. im the only retard in the photo or everyone is being normal D: heh heh and i removed my upper braces so i am braces-less now feels good! feels good!

BEARY BORED LAH

2008-10-24T07:32:00.000-07:00

安静了 - S.H.E

Lyrics - Selina
Composer - Jay Chou
Album - 我的电台 FM S.H.E

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想就属於我们的婚礼
却成了单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
你选择了自己

撒娇的可爱的黏人的爱哭的照片里沉静的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多
就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱
让你好好的想我
我想要的那片天空
你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多
却不能给我什么
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔
是因为我太爱你

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属于我们的婚礼
安静了在我枕边的梦里
我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是1加1努力就有结局

撒娇的可爱的黏人的爱哭的照片里
曾经的都是爱着你的
脸颊的泪还温热却没有人握我的手

today today miss koh came to freak us out about hcl olevels while we were preparing for our karaoke competition. and it's really quite scary so im being scared now. in order to better my chinese standard, i have decided to revert to listening to only mandarin songs all over again!

how exciting!

i am being terribly boring but thats cause im bored! bored! bored! why am i so bored when i have so much stuff to do maybe i have a problem with my head! oh no that means i am crazy! oh no no that means i need to go hospital ah ah ah then i cannot watch high school musical 3.
i have a very not-boring to-do list:
1. Peer Support Sharing on 25/10!
2. Clueless! the awesomeeee to the maxxxxxx english drama production
3. Finding money.
4. Hoping money will somehow fall from the sky.
5. Wishing money will grow on trees.
6. I AM NOT MONEY MINDED IM JUST BROKE BECAUSE I KEEP EATING EAT EAT EAT UNTIL SHIT NOW NO MORE MONEY FOR BASIC NEEDS. i owe everybody money i am so horrible sorry elaine sorry karishma sorry um quite alot of other people BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, chngyan and joellyn and yuyue all of you owe me money from the ngeeann thing hurhur i am damn winnerrrr! i've found a solution to my Miserable Money Shit. (argh my alliteration skills have greatly deproved i need to practise again!)
7. WATCH HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3!! omg i am such a kid i need to find someone to watch the show with & the person must be able to ren3 my nonsense, including my easy excitability (is there such a word?), enthusiasm, noise and etc etc etc!

I AM SUDDENLY NOT BORED ANYMORE! I HAVE SUCH A WONDERFUL LIFE WITH NICE PEOPLE EVERYWHERE! i ♥ everybody i am so full of ♥ because i am extremely ♥ly!

DOMOKUN!

2008-10-23T01:39:00.003-07:00

i am finally awake.
last night i was so tired i went home, watched the 9pm channel 8 show (nice!) and promptly fell asleep on the sofa with the laptop still on my lap. but it was a good long night sleep. i felt so good sleeping i didnt even wake up to go to RJC, oops i mean RI(JC), for the matriculation day. i wonder what happened. and i wonder what happened during the mother tongue talk, and the mtv style hip hop dance thing and everything when we were away at ngee ann poly for the geog thing.

THEY TOTALLY STARVED US!!!! like srzlyyyy, we didnt eat anything until um like um.. 1? no 2? uhh very late lah! omg then i was super hungry and had to go around like, stealing food from sulyn and other people. chngyan jo and yuyue and nicole they all went to buy food from the canteen(?) or somewhere out there and i didnt go because i was scaredddd O:
BUT THATS NOT THE TRUTH. THE TRUTH IS THAT I HAVE NO MONEY. HA HA HA. you cannot even rob me now because my wallet has nothing!
and nothing means nothing i only have zero dollars and zero cents you can rob me all you wish only you will get nothing but a criminal record and i can go to the policestation and there will be 5 suspects holding numbers and i will identify the robber from the "i can see you, you cannot see me" glass. so exciting.

anyway we had quite alot of fun staying over at my place, but not a lot of fun doing the thing itself, but quite a lot of fun laughing at other people, and i think the people there are quite nice! and like, everybody from ngeeann is quite pretty? like srzlyyy, walk here oh pretty, walk there also pretty. i think being in ngeeann should be quite stressful i mean srzly, they are all pretty!

i should really be studying for olevels and in fact, olevels has already started but i have not started! i am slacking away it doesnt even feel like there's gonna be olevel chinese soon and A or B or C or D kinda depends on that single test. right now i just want 5th nov to come and go and end!

on another note, i have a weakness for dimples. not that i want to pluck it out or anything, but wahhh, so nice!

OH SHIT i didnt wear my retainers to sleep last night! o.O

(HAH this is my experimental "LET ME RECOUNT WHAT I DID TODAY OR YESTERDAY" post! i am going to explore other ways of posting! yayyy so fun!)

53. PSB KNIGHT

2008-10-18T07:57:00.000-07:00

on another note,
psb night was nothing short of awesome.
it was a night of my extreme ugliness. but i guess im used to that already.

im terribly bad at goodbyes.
i dont know what is going to happen this time. maybe it's different when you're the one leaving. but this year wasnt as much of a cryfest as last year. but stiilllll cried like shit i've a weakness for letters notes whatever.

i would say everyone had a great time. and i promise to be enthu when i come back next year and play games and be comfortable! :D

reshmi is right. success is getting to know all of you.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
(paiseh usually it should end with some cool meaningful quote but i dont have. i was going to MAKE ONE UP, but... uhhh nevermind)

52. FROGS ARE NOT TOADS.

2008-10-18T07:52:00.000-07:00

I AM VERY UNGLAM.
okay understatement.
I AM SUPER DUPER EXTREMELY UNGLAM TO THE MAX.
and i know it.
I KNOW IT I KNOW IT I KNOW I AM UNGLAM LAHHHHHHH.

omg give me a break alreadyyyy.

Korean Rice Cakes-saurus Rex

2008-10-06T04:50:00.000-07:00

I am extremely unhappy that so far, I only know a single place in Singapore that sells reliably delicious Korean Spicy Rice Cake (+ Kimchi Dumpling + drink the spicy sauce = yummy). Other places, such as everywhere else, has it in this mass produced pot which people use to cook steamboat/teppanyaki. What kind of mock rice cake is that. Shaaaaaaaaame on you.

On other issues, Options has turned me into a mega pig with pregnant women cravings. First i was craving curry udon, saturday i was craving crepes, almost everyday i crave breadtalk, few days ago i was at home craving seaweed, then another week back i was craving yogurt, few weeks before i think i was super on about the korean mixed rice thing. and now, i want to eat Korean Rice Cake everyday. it's not like i just found out about its existence, i have been eating it rather regularly for quite a few months already. Maybe i just got in touch with my inner kim Chi.

the most marvellous thing is that the things i crave are okay priced. like not, expensive food like some Buddha Jump Over the Wall or Humpty Dumpty Sat on the Wall, or any kind of wall for that matter.

and you know what (this reminds me of analysing talk and nicole is a humongous loser who repeats like a loser - the sack is scary, the sack is scary, the sack is really very [drags] scary!), i just realised that the cracked egg on the Newsweek cover is somewhat something like Humpty Dumpty on wall street. how intelligent, yuan2 lai2 (i think the english substitute is not so, ENLIGHTENING with the Ting Ting Ting effect and shiny lights and enlightened look) blogging has its uses as well.

Korean Rice Cakes, yummmmmmyyyy.

50. Rabbids

2008-09-26T04:54:00.000-07:00

Apparently, I have reached my 50th post.
this is so awesome it calls for a Celebration.

therefore...byebye!!

49. Rapunzel

2008-09-22T06:43:00.000-07:00

(taken from xkcd.com)
i really really like amazingsuperpowers.com and xkcd.com
being able to draw comics that are actually funny to a wide range of audience is as difficult as being a president with your 1000 years worth of salary placed in front of you and choosing not to be corrupted, and eating your cake instead of an entire life's worth of buffet.

(i think my analogies are too long, if i could shorten them they would be awesome, just like rapunzel who i believe used to have longer hair which would be too heavy and when the prince climb up she would have fell down and landed on top of the prince, but she took the advice of the smurfs and decided to cut it short a little. this is the reason why she has a Happily Ever After ending now.

this brings me to realise that my analogies dont serve any purpose actually. there goes my ambition of being an analogy writer when i grow up)

On other issues, i really dont like, and i mean Really Dont Like, being left out. More than i dont like people from _______ and _______ and ___________ and ____________ and ______. (did you know i could only fill 2 of the 5 blanks but because it's blank and people wont know ANYWAY i decided to produce 5 blanks instead of 2 cause it looks cooler) Okay to qualify, rather than being left out i think i dont like my voice not being heard. e.g. when i say hallo to someone, i hate it when the person doesnt hear it. if you are deaf, it's your fault, not mine.

i like my optionsbuddy alot i hope she will find someone she cares enough for in our batch, not now but soon i hope :D

EDIT DAMN THIS IS AN EXAMPLE OF A NOT FUNNY JOKE:
VERY FUNNY AH. VERY FUNNY MEH?! APPEARED IN MY LIFE 7 TIMES ALREADY. WASTE OF MY TIME. GRAWR GREE GROOOO.

48. BIRD CAGE CHIRP CHIRP

2008-09-20T07:48:00.000-07:00

i was extremely extremely to the power of 1+1=2, 2+2=4, 4+4=8 tempted to do a post collating all the ambitions i have, including the what i want to do after i grow up stuff.

but then the moment i started to do research and investigation, i realised that i have too many too many too many ambitions, some of which not making much sense.

and if i were to write it all down in a single post, i probably wouldnt go to school anymore because the people who decide who goes to the mental hospital would send me a letter i would not know how to read and my parents would have to send me there, saying between sobs, "she.. she.. she used to know how to clap her hands!!"
and that would be terribly unfortunate because i think clapping your hands, i mean my hands, is quite entertaining and i would love to do it in my free time.

I HAVE A NEW AMBITION.
when i grow up i want to sing everything i say. it's damn fun omg, then i get to make up my own rubbish tunes, like i have always always ding ding ding ding ding, ding ding wanted to do. BUT I COULDNT. because the sky is blue and the sea is the colour of the sky and the grass is green.

agar agar. (i think agar agar souns nicer than aiya aiya. so i shall make it a trend which only i follow.)

I LAUGHED AT THIS FOR LIKE 57 SECONDS OR SO, which could be 56, 55, 54, 58, 59, 60, 53, 52 or even 10667839 seconds, BUT I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY IT IS FUNNY.
WHY DONT YOU TELL ME I AM SO PUZZLED BY WHAT I DO I WANT TO PLAY PUZZLE BOBBLE.
I have no choice but to go to school and study because
My mother is sick
My father is in jail
My younger brother met with an accident
My younger sister is an idiot.

maybe sometime next week i will post an extremely sensible post and blog about lifes interesting matters, and blog like most other people, saying things like:
today i went to the toilet. then i went to the washroom. then i went to sit in front of the computer and started typing this. that's why i am here. i am so bored i have no idea why i am blogging this is such a useless post. byebye.
OR
*incomprehensible inside jokes*
HAHAHAHHAHAHA CORRECTION TAPE. AHAHHAAHAHAHA UMBRELLA. AHHAHAHA TODAY IS SUCH A FUNNY DAY.
OR
why is the sky blue? why is the grass green? why are apples red? why why why?

AIYOYOYOYOYO AGAR AGAR I WILL TRY EACH VERSION SOMETIME NEXT WEEK.
WAHUHUHUHUHUH :D

47. Wippo and Cowco

2008-09-16T06:32:00.001-07:00

When I was a small small little girl with heads, shoulders knees and toes, eyes ears mouth and nose like a small small little girl, I used to love eating this extremely pointless meal for supper, dinner and almost every single meal.

this extremely pointless meal is called Hot Water with Rice and 599805.3601 servings of Pepper.
thinking about it makes my throat feel, whoohoo!! but it's nice, nice and yummy, yummy and nice. delicious. tasty. yummy and nice. my vocabulary is terribly limited i need to take tonics and have a healthy lifestyle so that my vocab can improve by LEAPS. I have very little service points ah, it makes me feel like I am a parasite of the community who sucks resources like the sap of a tree. Aiyo yo yo yo yo yo.

But it's okay, because I am 天真，活泼，聪明又可爱. So it's okay, I am forgiven. Joy to the world.
BTW ANW BMW, Options is quite fun leh. I like slllllllacking during Options because that's practically all I do during Options, Slllllllllllllackkkkk. Whoo hoo!
Unfortunately, there are always some people who make me want to challenge their common sense.

Fated to Love is inspiring, especially the way they scold people. It's so funny hahaa laugh until stomachpain slams the bed bang head on wall and gets stared at by Mummmmmmy.
你白痴智商愚蠢低能你谁生的啊你!!!
WAHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHU (REMINDS ME OF LIANG PO PO.)

AND GREAT, MY HANDOVER DOCUMENT JUST DISAPPEARED OFF THE CENTRE OF THE EARTH HOW AWESOMEZZZZZ.

46. Lion RAWRRR

2008-09-07T23:00:00.000-07:00

even though high school musical my school rocks seems extremely retarded and why do people want to join, the different teams put in so much effort to dance i think it's quite admirable.

my two year old cousin is secretly a pervert. he would walk around and touch people, signalling for them to pull down their pants. or he would stick his hand into your shirt. and he loves pulling his shirt up to reveal his stomach and wait for us to go, in typical baby fashion, OH! SHAME-SHAME, while stroking our face with our finger.

just now, he went over the top. he pulled off his pants and he wasnt wearing diapers, and he was walking around the house looking for his mimi. unfortunately, mimi decided to delay carrying him and when she finally did, he had launched a humongous piece of shit, set to destroy the entire America. the shit was everywhere, on the floor, on the chair, on the shirt my aunt was wearing (which happens to be my Extreme Thinker shirt), everywhere but the toilet bowl.

lesson learnt: when your son walks around not wearing pants, you better watch out for emerging shit.

nevertheless, he is extremely cute and i would miss him alot alot alot when he returns to vietnam tomorrow. and no, he is not vietnamnese, my aunt isnt vietnamnese, i am not secretly vietnamnese and MY HAIR IS NOT VIETNAMNESE EITHER.

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&ECOTOURISM IS SO BORINGGGG!!

45. KACHEEK KIKO BRUCE I LOVE NEOPETS!

2008-09-01T02:07:00.000-07:00

i am running out of animals to name my posts. this severe lack of creativity is all the fault of the exams. squeezed me dry and now i can only remember india graduates 52000 IT engineers every year with a starting salary of $500. such useful information because i am totally going to be an IT engineer and have a starting salary of $501, making me less competitive compared to everyone else and hiring me would mean higher costs, lower productivity and losing out on your competitive edge.

in this cut throat economy, if you can save one dollar, hallelujah!

my september holiday is turning out to be more than a countdown to my birthday (9 days fyi).
mummy left the house in my care, hoping to return to a clean and absolutely organized room but i am afraid she is going to be disappointed.
currently, it still looks like a warzone from WWII, mixed with the rubbish scene from Wall-E (OMG AWESOME IT IS DAMN DAMN DAMN CUTE AND THE EFFECTS ARE AWESOME) and resembles our OM workspace, which does not happen to be the neatest place ever.

but despite all these nonsense in my room, i managed to make a coaster today for my cup so now my worksheets wont have O O O marks left by my cup. my coaster is so awesome i would sell it but no one would buy it and i wouldnt actually sell it.

when i grow up, i want to be a mushroom eater. everyday, i will eat mushrooms for every single meal and even if i end up looking like a mushroom, it's alright cause then i wont have to worry when it rains. i wouldnt want to look like a mushroom though, seriously speaking, cause then i may not be able to resist eating myself and that would be awful. mushrooms you are so awesome im sorry i eat you but otherwise it would be such a waste so let me eat you away mushrooms! you are the light at the end of the tunnel.

i want a pet mushroom.

44. APPLEWERM

2008-08-30T07:59:00.000-07:00

OKAY CHNGYAN YOU ARE RIGHT. APPLEWERM IS NICE. IT IS A NICE BREAD. I LIKE IT.

I AM DEPRESSED.
ANGELA ZHANG'S RANGE IS SO AWESOME SHE CAN HARMONIZE (BY SINGING HIGHER) TO NENG BU NENG YONG GAN SHUO AI WHICH IS DAMN HIGH.

I AM DEPRESSED THAT MY RANGE IS LIKE A CHROMOSOME ):

SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH.
(you are supposed to read it like the 11 claps, okay?)

i am going to eat this delicious thing called a MoonCake now. it tastes sweet, delicious and awesome. if i could be a festive food, i would either be a pretty Mooncake, a Christmas sock, a Curry Naan or a Chinese New Year Beehoon strand.

thinking about food is so awesome. :D

43. DO YOU WANT TO HEAR MY JUNGLE SONG?

2008-08-27T00:42:00.000-07:00

hallo.
violet is here because violet can see into the future using her awesomez crystal ball and violet can tell that in the near future, she is going to be jumping up and down like a completely sane kangaroo wearing a purple (or you may call it, violet) jacket and that is going to be awesomez.

violet is speaking in third person because it is so awesomez.
and awesomez is such an awesomez word because when you pronounce it you add a zzz at the back and you get to sound like a bee for just a little while.

im going to jigzone.com to play now! SS can wait (and my dad thinks SS is stainless steel and he thinks that is VERY FUNNY HA HA HA i think my toilet paper is funnier)

did you know TUO KU FANG PI is a fricken xie hou yu?

WELL WE LEARN NEW THINGS EVERYDAYYYY.

41. you are what you eat

2008-08-23T21:14:00.000-07:00

i want to eat fried potatoes. they sound so delicious. but if you call them french fries they dont sound as delicious. actually they dont even sound nice. yknow what, they sound cannibalistic.

just like how you are what you eat sounds cannibalistic.
but if you are what you eat, then i must be SWEET :D

how awesome. i read this website which is really funny and so now i know i am actually a closet rebel. because everyday i eat in class since I AM WHAT I EAT :D
i realise im very easily amused when i am stressed. <-- hahaha i even found that funny. and <-- i found that funny. and i found <-- that funny. OKAY STOP IT NO YOU STOP IT NO YOU STOP IT NO YOU.

i have no idea what i am doing. i am supposed to begin on my Ultimate Crash Chem Chempaign, and mug chem for 7 hours straight. i got my life all planned out on a little piece of stolen post-it in my best handwriting and then i decided it was very fun to plan out my life like that i embarked on a new project called "To Do List after EOYs". Since i'm trained in the RGS project work course, i went online to do research and all that nonsense and added diagrams and links and even a bibliography so HAH, im still not done.

as mummy once said, "finish today's work today." so i must finish this project TODAY.

goodbye Ultimate Crash Chem Chempaign. i will miss you. remember, when the going gets tough, just forget it and eat yogurt.

*YOGURT* one day i will dedicate an entire post to this awesome thing though i dont really know what it contains it's just awesome and for all i know i may be eating like plastics (POLYMERS AND CARBON AND HYDROGEN) but eventually, even food is made of carbon and hydrogens so we might as well stop eating food and eat plastics. then we can solve the problem of plastics being non-biodegradable.
how about that, chemists?
go embark on a project called "STOP GLOBAL WARMING. EAT PLASTICS."

(i cannot believe this started with wanting to eat fried potatoes O: )

39. BARBEQUED BANANAS

2008-08-20T00:04:00.001-07:00

BBB FOR GOOD!
BBB FOR LIFE!
BBB FOR-EVER!

this is so heartening.
to celebrate my BBB joy, i went to tiongbahruplaza to get my favourite yogurt and because today is a happy day, it tasted even better.

&my post EYAs todolist is so much cooler than zhenyi's! but who cares she joined my BBB gang this is so awesomes. and she is winner (she can eat tonics and have a healthy lifestyle!! :D)
we are going to play table tennis at "her house downstairs".

BBB YOU'RE THE LIGHT THAT MAKES MY DARKNESS DISAPPEAR!

38. SAN BA = FEMALE DOG

2008-08-10T06:08:00.000-07:00

/edit 11th august (30 days!) 7.11pm (talk about cool timing) - BBB stands for many things. BBB stands for beach. ball. babes. BBB stands for barbequed beansprouts. but most importantly, BBB stands for BYE BYE BIO. after 2 weeks i will never have to see you again! good luck, have a nice life and remember, we are MUTUALLY EXCLUSIVE. (but im going to do well for bio eoys i dont care i dont care!! grawrrr!!)

this reminds me, GRAPHS i h8 u u h8 me we are angry family O: O: O: you stole my 1 mark away from me - FOUR TIMES!! omg i tell you this is not funny anymore. let me give you a warning, graphs. THIS IS WAR!!! *dramatic music plays in the background and the screen fades to black, and shows miffy bunny jumping around happily*

edit/

hallo myself.
the countdown to an amazing 10thseptember officially begins, and that means 31 days!!
and september7th is a very important day because camp rock is going to show on TV and though i've watched it already, much of it was hazy mess with very good music - 7thsept i gotta find you play my music this is me!!

DUE TO TIME CONSTRAINTS, I SHOULD REALLY BE HITTING THE BOOKS NOW.
give me a moment.
*BISH BISH BISH WHACK DESTROY! I KILL YOU! BISH BISH GRAWRRR*
okay im done hitting the books.

im now going to watch cory in the house even though it is not very good, but everybody needs a break okay. mine just lasts longer, like from 6.45 to 10.
but it's okay.
it's okay.
everything is going to be fine.

OPTIMISM FTW!

say goodbye to all my fears, one good song they disappear,
and nothing in the world can bring me down.

37. Polar and Panda

2008-07-29T08:08:00.000-07:00

RHD with ELDS - Karishma the Pink Chinese, Atiqa the wannabe and ME THE OMAZING RACE (you need a certain level of intelligence to geddit, geddit!?)

Hallo, I'm going to be a STAR!!
Hallo!
Hallo!
Hallo!

The mike in the KS Chee hates me, it never works when I'm there. And the juniors are so disobedient, when I told them to turn it on they were rebellious and refused to.
So, in a wave of irritation and i-want-to-annoy-everyone, I started saying Hallo Hallo Hallo in the same voice same tone again and again and again.

It is now an icon. I am so cool. Me ftw! :D

30 Reasons was fun, in a whole different way. I discovered how awesome the Sec1s are, how we can actually have batch spirit, how everyone can act in a production, how I am so damn great at ticketing, how shameless I am, how much i like shouting at people, how i am talented at giving people the guy makeup, how ego i actually am and how much i like playing Worms, Cooking Mama and Brain Coach on my phone.

and i really love flowers! all of you are awesome and reed/joe/idiotboywhowhines/flame loves you all very much. :D

(shimin, violet, karishma - we r the awesome dudes, righteous!!)

(violet, vic, shamira, shimin cannot jump, rish, tiq - NO GEPS AHAHAH)

(batch is so awesome, IM THE ONLY ONE WITH STUPID FACE - unique and special!!:D)

36. Mock Meat

2008-07-15T05:52:00.000-07:00

eeheeheehee eeheeheehee eeheeheehee heeheehee
(whisper have a happy period)

HAHAHAHAH WHAT KIND OF ADVERT IS THAT.
"beach. ball. babes." is so retarded, watching it is like watching a school skit with the old cleaner uncle who is bogay and full of warts acting as a damn young primary school boy, with many little kindergarten girls falling in love with him and they all have very nice arms and nice legs and nice skin. the story also involves the very cool sport of throwing toilet paper balls at the ceilings in the toilet, and it gets competitive and aggressive cause the captain of the team is very annoying. one episode involves the kindergarten girls wearing toad costumes and running around the school canteen buying food.

if i actually produce the school skit, it would be called "toilet. throw. toads."

HOW EXCITING!!
i have been so domestic lately with vegetables like tomatoes potatoes carrots avocados mushrooms tofu baby corn broccoli.

& i will be a studious girl till i can stop being a studious girl.
OH OH AND SIGN UP FOR TEACHERS DAY PERFORMANCE
AND COME FOR 30 REASONS NOT TO BE IN A PLAY.

OKAY?

35. Little Green Frog one day

2008-07-11T06:49:00.000-07:00

Thanks for being so sweet.
Thanks for being there when I need you.
Thanks for letting me feel so so so happy when life is damn gross.
Thanks for everything.
I love you,
yummy grapes!
grapes are so sweet.
my new found love :D
(hahahhahaha that entire lame thankyou speech was damn fun)

34. DRAGONS

2008-07-06T07:06:00.000-07:00

So much for not updating cause I'm not going to be distracted.
i have been wasting so much time away.

busy with so many other things cause other things are so much more tempting than work.
psb is so awesome.
i love eunice chong!! thank you ng jean hui for telling her that is totally not embarrassing cause i dont have to work with her ever again. when i grow taller than you im going to step on you like an ant you stupid face!

(we all look so gorgeous with stupid faces. laura gan loves me and i'm wearing two shirts. miao looks like doctor dumpty this is so classic. nora is so cute and jeanhui is going to be stepped on like an ant)

i am so full of love. watch me spread my love like peanut butter on fruit and nut bread.
i love drawing bees. they are all over all my worksheets. i will draw ugly grass, 4 ugly flowers with 2 leaves each - one big and one small - and 3 bees with stings and wings. bees bees bees.

i am so full of nostalgia and i keep thinking about the past. this is bad it is a sign of inability to move on. even if the past is awesome shit i must move on and concentrate on pertinent issues such as the poor in sub-saharan africa or the hungry people in the world or the copper (II) sulphate that miss 11 claps loves.

i am so full. i just ate 10 stomachs worth of food. i think when we take height and weight after APCG week im going to be a bowling ball who will roll onto the weighing scale and the number will be so small cause i went one entire round. okay but this is pointless cause im not going to do anything about it. IN FACT, on friday i just did a zhenyi and bought my lifetime worth of snacks, chocolates and crap on top of my secret stash from walmart.

(i think the "i am so full" power of 3 technique was pretty intelligent and extremely cool. i should do something like that for geog pt right. totally will score: they are poor in math. they are poor in science. they are poor.)

HA HA FAIL FAIL OMG.
1. i took this photo myself.
2. I HAVE BEEN DRAWING THIS FRICKING WHITE BUILDING TILL IM HALF INSANE CAUSE OF SS AND THEN I DECIDE I DONT WANT TO DRAW THIS WHITE BUILDING ANYMORE. all my pieces of artwork goes down the drain.

-
i love psb. i love om. i love my family when we dine at jack's place. i love school. really.
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

33. SNOOPY AND FRIENDS

2008-07-03T07:01:00.000-07:00

it's been so long. for so many things. it's been so long since we met as PSB'08, since i've seen jacky, since i've seen longchuan dancing on stage and so many things.

why do people expect so many things of so many people?
it's like how i expect to drift from some people, and not expect to drift from some people. of course, i have been proven wrong both ways.
and how some people expect things of and from me. i think what xinping said today makes a lot of sense. being loud does not mean being extroverted. being noisy doesnt mean showing your true feelings.
it's so true.

sometimes i keep all my feelings to myself i dont know what to do with myself and i have this pressure to show people that i'm happy all the time.
maybe this is why i cry so much.

okay stop the rest shall go onto notepad. this place is my catalyst. :D

meanwhile, consolidate my thoughts!

32. Shucks are in the Sea

2008-06-25T08:15:00.000-07:00

(Clockwise from Blue Face : Eunice the Baby King, Miao the Tockter Dumpty, Sharan the Muffin Man, Daphne the Drunk Husband, Violet the Emale, Srishti the Broccoli Wife, Ruoting the Ising)

today is my slack day and sit down on the floor day. because of that, i drank alot of soya bean milk in reality and ate alot of soyabean icecream from mr bean in my dreams.

i think everyone is beginning to get the post-holidays-pre-concerts stress, and everyone is showing this in various ways. some people eat alot, some people dont eat (or in some revealing cases, cannot eat), some people scream and some people shout. some people cry and some people pout. (this is such a cool jingle rhyming thing it can go on the ad for some help hotline)

the best solution is to get rid of all this stress by talking nonsense.

31. Dinosaur

2008-06-22T07:58:00.000-07:00

changed the picture. because last year is so last year and this year is so so so so great. i think my only regret is that my resolution to congratulate the champions with the medals was not and probably will never be resolved. actually, what kind of stupid resolution is that!! my new resolution for chinese new year is to make sure RG brings home a beautiful trophy that says "1st Place" next year. (I mean okay, the process > the outcome, but everybody loves the cherry on top. scratch that i hate cherries. um everybody loves the trophy on top of a wonderful odyssey of the mind experience.)

but eunice is yomazing cause her msn nick reads champions! and we all agree cause she's team captain and we respect&love team captain even though she is so so so short, snorts glue and doesnt win.

whats more important now is to remember these wonderful times. and keep it at that. no regrets no hard feelings no nothing. and stop moping about it cause today, i talked about OM to mummy and she suggested that WE! GO! BACK! TO! HELP! THEM! NEXT! YEAR! and says that she will let me go to WF next year. i have such a cool and understanding mother who loves om too.

yeah my most recent resolution was to: get started on work once school starts for every other sec4 student in singapore. that's tomorrow (i didnt use tomr kkz!). be thankful you dont have olvls violetlee and get started on work!!

(and stop eating other people's bday presents!!)

30. Plankton

2008-06-20T07:44:00.001-07:00

i have no idea what to feel or how to feel when all forms of communication are being completely ignored.
it just feels like shit.
and cant quite put my finger on it.
like giving without giving anything in actual fact.

actually, i think i need to go and question my intentions.
problem solved.
---
grawrrr. i feel like a damn fricken caveman (or as beckytan says, jack).
need to be coherent, get started on life's many matters and get my soul back from maryland.

29. Dodo

2008-06-18T02:35:00.000-07:00

Okay I am extremely worried.
Save for my slackerass of a CCA Batch, everyone else seems to have engaged in a certain form of studying this holidays.

grawrrr so i tried to differentiate like, something 15 minutes ago and it's still at dy/dx = _______, uh nothing. then i just realised we have to uh, explore electrochemistry on our own. this is awesome i think when i grow up i will be a chemistry teacher. or a biology teacher. i'll win at life cause i dont need to do anything other than pms, get married and uh, enjoy staff benefits.

oh but then i can only do that when i am like, past 30. young teachers have to slog their guts out for the school. okay, i will go volunteer at worldfinals and sell merchandise. or design pins for singapore cause they always look so good. or join some NGO to stop featherless chicken mutants from being produced. srzly, chickens without feathers arent chickens!?!

but in spite of everything, thank goodness for om. i wont ever trade anything for the entire 3years experience esp. this year's, even all that shit that came along with it. i would give so much for om all over again but i guess we've got to learn how to let go some day.

kkz good to know that but that day isnt going to come soon. violetlee get some work done before holidays end in about 6hours. i really need to grow taller soon.

28. Go Green. Go Vegetarian. (no animals!!)

2008-06-13T17:08:00.000-07:00

since arrival, this is what's been happening:
1. jetlag
2. post om depression
3. facebook
4. psb chalet
5. rehearsals (come for midyear production it's on 25/26th july and everyone's acting ><)
6. psb chalet
8. facebook
9. post om depression
10. jetlag

this is getting kind of symmetrical. photos from sharan! srishti! daphne! eunice (violet doesnt care even if it's 5 photos with humans)! miao! (who says she is anti-camera, what nonsense)
and juniors like quishty huijie ruifentan and et cetera.

needs videos of: US (and our raw!score!sheet! srzly!!), dinojuniors, them the world champs!! (&spying didnt really workkk), wheels of the bus team, muses marissa<3 and everybody actually even those i managed to watch. +awesomez buddy team that sings like nothing on earth.

starbucks in US of A, fyi, loves getting my order wrong.
greentea blended cream = green tea (thankgoodness it was nice)
mint chocolate chip blended cream = mint chocolate chip mocha!! (i dont even drink coffeee wtf)

doing philo is demoralising (HAHAHAHA).
dramacamp is on 16thjune-17thjune my hols are non-existent i didnt even get close to being Best Mugger of The Year cause i havent touched anything, besides philo that is.

i like waking up at 5.45am actually :D

27. Happy Bunny

2008-06-09T11:44:00.000-07:00

/edit 10th june/ WINNERZ. I just unearthed a Xanga Account which i probably created in my dreams cause the user name is fricken stupid: amazonforest. ?!wth?! okay so uh, i can read xanga's which enabled signinlock yay. oh & since the mother is away in HK i washed my own dirty clothes using the washing machine and it has been making strange noises ever since, it's quite disturbing really. i havent slept and i'm going to find a way to get myself to PSB chalet i dont know how. /edit -the washing machine just stopped making noises O: -/

(why did i foolishly start the stupid animal-title thing, it's like challenging me. rawr.)

I am back, with a 17.25 kg luggage, and I am happy.
In Maryland this year, I ate more raw mushrooms than i ever did in the 15 years of my life. I talked to many people and it was great deal of fun. I love the Buddy Team (& their performance was great). We thrashed the lvl2 common room then cleaned up for like hours. There was plenty of free entertainment and I laughed, uh, a lot. I got my building of 318 blocks on Tower Bloxx (super deluxe whatever). I gave up pin-trading, turned to looking at pins + giving them away and started talking to myself.

Performance was great. The judges didnt laugh as much as I hoped. SRZLY THEY DIDNT LAUGH AT LIKE ANYTHING. NOT EMALE, NOT NOSE KNOWS, NOT UH THE MILLIONS OF LAME CC BCC ETC. I WAS SO DEMORALISED I COULD CRYYY. (okay they laughed at the eccentric number 1 thing super loudly that was quite shocking too)

BUT YAYYY, I LOVED THE PERFORMANCE IT WAS THE BEST THING WE EVER DID. I AM SO EXCITED THINKING ABOUT IT IM RANTING LIKE A BABY.

:D :D :D Award ceremony was awesome. We were all nervous + nailbiting + sweaty + needing to pee + laughing at nothing + praying for hours and hours and hours. & i was so nervous i got a stomachache which was 100% psychological and i thought i needed to pee like, 815792 times. Then we got announced and we are second in the world i was so so so so so omg happy and i still am. I honestly didnt even care whether or not acs got like champs or not, no kidding i even half wished they were champs cause i'd like singapore to win and they did. and the wheels of the bus group won too everybody is happy for them cause they are very good. (& i only watched their rehearsal.) i realised that the ac-rg rivalry doesnt mean half an emale to me at all. :D i am not a sore loser cause i am not a loser at all i am a winner i got a silver omggg.

IF ONLY THINGS ENDED THAT WAY. but it didnt. i really wanted to come back and gush about how happy i am with my very last OM experience, but i couldnt. im so fricking upset i am crying in front of a computer screenim going to mope in small font. D:

so we screwed up. we got second in the world and everyone was so so happy but people have to be selfish. so 6 of us didnt get to do what we all wanted to do at the stamp union. we didnt get to trade (or in some cases, give away) anything much. we didnt get to be happy and jump around like crazy people as a team. we didnt get to scream in the dark room and sing hsm songs. we didnt get to do anything but sit on an ugly sofa next to the score board being worried and waiting for nothing actually. then we were late for our curfew (11pm) and had to run back and everything was so terrible so in the end only 4 of us ran back in the worst of moods waiting to be fined for being late. and alot of other shit happened before all 7 of us were back in the dorm, in a mess of moods.

so now all i remember of post award ceremony was that i cried and cried and cried and cried until 1 of my lenses dropped out. I dont remember crying so much since the team talk last year but that was cause we were a horrible screwed up team. but this year we arent!! we were great and we were second and we got a hug from miss may tan each and thats what made everything 10times more disappointing omg i was so upset i think i swore and cursed D: i think some saw us crying and i really hope they dont get the wrong idea that we are sore about being second cause we're not RAWRRR EVERYTHING IS SO MESSED UP.

and thats what we still are. 6+1. i dont know what's going to happen for the next couple of months but i know most of us are horribly upset over what happened. not like crying helps. it serves no damn purpose at all i should stop crying now. everything is just so so disappointing ):

i still love OM very much nothing changes. violet misses the team when we used to be 7.

26. Humpty Dumpty O O O

2008-05-21T08:45:00.000-07:00

I finally got the Internet fixed just like a true pro and I just read _______'s LJ (1. not a stupid person, 2. not an irritant, 3. not an unshaven beardy hairy old man). I also spent 1% of renewed internet time searching for the agarose gel electrophoresis nonsense and the TAE Buffer equally nonsense. I should drop Bio like the apple that dropped on Newton's head.

The weather is getting on my nerves and it is just so annoying. I really cannot take it anymore I need to carry my dumb Japanese and almost-completely-spoilt fan everywhere I go and it isnt even working very well.

RAWRRRRR (like a Daphne Tay). Curse the weather. Curse the vicious cycle cause now it's Global Warming -> Super Hot -> Need AirCon + Fan -> Waste electricity -> Burn fossil fuels -> HA. GLOBAL WARMING X 1MILLION 20 THOUSAND AND 52.

I hate to be rambly, but I hate the weather even more. Sitting in an airconditioned room with the fan on does NOT leave me shivering under the thick quilt anymore. Instead, it leaves me sweating, rawr rawr rawr, on a bed without my blankie and with the fan blowing right in my direction.

D: This is such a horrible environment to learn, study and enjoy life. And I've regrettably been so so so lethargic in classes lately. I'm embarrassed to admit I fell fast asleep - close to involuntary drooling - during bio, even though my teacher is extremely pregnant.

and even mathhhh. sorrrrry miss kohhhh i dont mean to doze offf but it's srzlyyy beeen a horrible horrible environment to learn or do anything, especially the sweltering hot mornings and afternoons. heck, throw in the nights too. D': I cant believe I burst into tears while watching TV programmes cause it was so so so hot and I couldnt take it at all and the stupid stupid TV was showing this snowing scene. Okay make some sense, myself, the TV is my best friend and it mocks me a lot. too much at times, so you need to learn to stop k :D

On a more serious note, I've learnt a lot these 2 weeks. More than I thought I would cause of the mistakes I made, the frankness of my parents, some really awesome teachers and i guess, willingness to listen. Not being defensive is really hard, and I'm kinda glad I overcome this as much as I could. Or over-sensitivity. Though now I need to practise being more sensitive to others. It's hard, but I'm more than willing to put in extra time, effort and a lot of brain work to work towards a better myself. So yeppp everything is going to be heading up up up and get better better better! I hope it would be more rewarding than I'd imagine it to be, and there's still so much more I want to do but just am not doing now.
like increasing my exercising days+times, going vegetarian, reading the -ick- newspaper, upgrading handphone games, interior room designinggg, upgrading the internet, believing in God more and attending lessons, there's so much i want to do but i just can't do now.

THIS IS SO DEPRESSING I NEED TO GET MY EYES OFF THE STUPID TELEVISION SCREEN AND DO OTHER STUFF.

i think lah should be spelt lah and not la or lar. yay trust me i got A1/4.0 for Singlish MYA but I had a few careless mistakes.

I ♥ GEOG ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ 4EVER I DONT CARE GLOBAL WARMING YOU'RE GOING DOWN LIKE SUGAR. (YUCK FALLOUTBOY. YUCK EUNICESTUPIDTEO.)

I♥yOMazings fireworks in the house yo. happy things and ♥ly people keep me happy despite the omgross weather.

24. Wily Old Fox

2008-05-08T07:26:00.000-07:00

He's a wily old fox.

This is what the Wily Old Fox is saying to his Poor Miserable Son: "My signature on the invoices is what is doing me in. If someone comes forward to say he forged my signature, then I'll be off the hook. You're my son. I raised you. You should do something for me in return."

What an evil father omg omg omgggg. This actor is kind of typecast he's always acting as a horrible daddy with no morals, maybe cause he looks like a horrible daddy with no morals. But Au Revoir, Shanghai is great. i love HK dramas they are so intense and so full of win :D :D :D Watching HK dramas hours after hours is almost as great as eating Mr Bean 3-in-1 rice balls.

Mr Bean 3-in-1 riceballs and Mr Bean Soy Bean Icecream. I love Mr Bean (it's not the guy who goes "dooo" with teddy, but http://www.mrbean.com.sg/ )
"Have you ever felt the beauty of a smile, the warmth of a touch or the bliss of simply watching the world go by... Share a little time and imagination with us. Let's indulge in Life's Simple Pleasures."
Haha the Mr Bean thing sounds so much like song lyrics i can actually see it being mrbean.mp3 in my eyes, hear the music in my ears and anything and everything. yayyzosaurus rex :D

The MrBean icon is so qt too i love MrBean <3

Anyway, though morning and math and APCG meeting was kinda sucky, I had a great afternoon and evening. I! COULDNT! FINISH! MATH!!!! So I cried. I dont deny that's kinda gross and I was really embarrassed to be bawling like an insane cereal bar after a math test, like when Funelas was collecting the paper I was already banging my forehead on the table and wanting to poke myself with a pen. Haha but this taught me that I can cry better than some actresses who can't so yay me! Then later, thong and i realised we couldnt be part of APCG anymore so yeah, it was a really bad morning.

Love Love Love to yOMazings for making ichiban boshi sushi and so much more, and i havent been to J8 since WW2 so it was kinda brrright to see the orange food court which is damn pretty we are all so hot like tangerine worhXXYY chromosomes. Didnt do much talked nonsense and stuff but the entire process was too dumb to be glum plums so i was a happy yummy kid with roses tulips and violets in my head. and im really glad to have awesome friends who are there for me through shrubbery and blueberry and cranberry.

I'M JUST A PAWN IN THE GAME. I AM EXPENDABLE. Things are going to get real nasty in here. - Au Revoir, Shanghai has really amusing quotable quotes!!

WHEN I GO TO JC I WILL SHOOT UP BY 30CM AND LOOK DOWN AT NICOLE. HAHA TOTALLY TOTALLY TOTIPOTENT CELLS.

HAHA OKAY WILY OLD FOX IS LIKE IMPOTENT I THINK THATS DAMN FUNNY.

(today is such a labelled day!)

23. Black Guinea Pigs

2008-05-05T23:15:00.000-07:00

Point: I THINK THE WHOLE EXAM THING IS KILLING MY SENSE OF HUMOUR.

Elaboration+Example:
JQ: YOUR TEACHER WILL SHOW YOU HOW TO TEST FOR GAP/S. AFTER YOU HAVE MUSTERED IT, TROUBLESHOT AND FIX YOUR CIRCUIT

and i'm training to be an emo kid. sometimes when i try to be positive and look at the good side of things, negative things just keep getting attracted to me.
ALL THAT PHYSICS IS GETTING INTO MY HEAD i hope when lessons begin proper i wont say, "Yay it's time for PD!" instead of PE.

placentaaaa. there's this shop at square 2 basement next to all the food places like Dough Culture and Secret Recipe called kdsljasd Human Placenta. it's for skin regeneration i think. i suspect SK II puts human placenta in too, how else can they create miracle water. it's as miracle as you make it out to be. i can concoct a potion and call it paradise water and get hello kitty to advertise it, it would be the BEST whitening cream.

As i said, the exams are making me completely insane. Come 28th may we are going to take JJ the jetplane and fly from Singapore to Washington via Tokyo.
i hope we get a stopover!

22. Snails and Sisters

2008-05-04T21:09:00.000-07:00

chemistry paper was okay it had 12 pages but they used Times New Roman. Personally, i think times new roman is for gays and nobody should use it.

today zhenyi and i got sick of queuing for the traffic light so we decided to walk to fareast to have a healthy breakfast.
! did you know? bubbletea is unhealthy in the morning, in the afternoon and in the night.
anyway I was sharing my very insightful story about my cousin buying things online. But since her stupid sister story was still stuck in my head, i created a sister for myself. And i was telling a story about my sister who actually is my cousin.

Confused zhenyi: "WAIT STOP, (sticks out her hand in the traffic police manner) YOU HAVE A SISTER MEH?" "oh yah, i dont have." :D :D :D

and the subway people were so funny there was one old man and one not old man and they kept making fun of each other. like, "you see how i crack the egg. hit once, not 2 times not 3 times" and the not-old man kept saying "faster faster faster! you're so slow!" to the old man when i wasnt even in a hurry. and they took really long to process my order cause they were busy irritating each other.

//on other matters, zhenyi's bf NEEDS TO BE gay cause she is too manly and walks with her legs wideee apart. yinyang needs to be balanced you see. i think this is going to happen to me too cause i once said during philo that i was born to be a man.

23 DAYS TO MARYLANDDDD!!
im not concentrating on physics or the orange juice cause it said concentrate ALL BECAUSE OF MARYLAND.
NOTE TO SELF: PHYSICS IS MY BEST FRIEND.
howieday says even the best fall down sometime. [ esp. when it's yet to be! ]

( i need to stop amusing myself with these bad jokes that show that i have coke zero sportsmanship but i do cause i'm like the only person who thinks "isnt that where i brush my teeth?" is funny. )

21. Bear

2008-04-30T23:34:00.000-07:00

This is damn annoying.
I just realised there's this strange person who created a Xanga account with omgfz! O:
which means i am no longer original potato chips ):

and this sucks cause i just found out xanga has some stalker tracking device thing. which means if he/she went around looking at people's xanga then i'd be a natural suspect. rawrr i am going to eat original thai seaweed.

i am so annoyed that i extended my internet time to 2.45pm instead of 2.30 because i need to download therapy. and missfoo is being very very helpful and sending us emails with files she never said she'd send us i love her x1 million

tomorrow one of my pens will bid a premature farewell.

(i realised i sound like a complete idiot today byebye)

20. PIG-TIONARY (IT'S AN ANIMAL KKZ)

2008-04-25T08:11:00.000-07:00

IT CANNOT WAIT IM YOURS.

im going to give up and submit to stupid exams i cannot stand not knowing what D.C motors are all about when other people are cycling well on their one track mind.
i think somebody from the world of plate-o and re-saucers is trying to make me so fried chicken cause i dont understand anything in lessons!

when i grow up, i am going to be come back to rgs as what misslim would call, a Rafflesian Spirit to throw cold water on those teachers who think they are very funny and insert a fast-forward button on a certain le chatelier's principal. i need to stop being un-funny.

i realise i have alot of things to do when i grow up. (cue octopillar again) maybe not, maybe i will grow up and propose to santa clause and be a round watermelon looking blob foreverrr.

19. THE PINEAPPLE MAN

2008-04-24T07:53:00.000-07:00

i have no idea what the pineapple man is.

Let's go kick some ACSI's Ass and make them ACI!
(i insist that it's funny!)

18.

2008-04-21T07:36:00.000-07:00

I could go on talking for like everrrrr only I cannot talk anymore rawr.
Ulcers.
Ulcers.
Ulcers.
I hate ulcers yuck yuck yuck. My ulcers have been hurting me for like everrr and MrDoctor says my body heat is rising (i am the MIAMI HEAT HURHUR) so i have to stay at home and rest and bathe like x90438758458349 times a day. I hate ulcers!
I think when I grow up I will be an ulcer specialist, but only disgusting ulcers in the mouth/lips/gums, and I will go around treating people of ulcers. Like Florence (HAHA SHARAN) nightingale, but instead of holding a torchlight i will hold MCs and give it to everybody who has ulcers. Because ulcers is the world's worst thing and the world's worst thing is ulcers.
Rawr I would scream and shout only that would hurt my mouth. Bang Bang Bang D:

Hehe at least my mum made me juice! Orange juice with Starfruit! YUMMMYYYYZ

:D - ow cannot smile that hurts too ):

F.Y.I.
I love playing with these lousy limited fonts. first georgia made me look busy, now georgia is intended to make me seem silent cause i cannot talk. damn agonizing rawrr

17. HA HA HA

2008-04-16T08:40:00.000-07:00

Haha i havent laughed like an idiot in front of the computer screen since about damn long ago, so that makes today an awesome day. HA HA HA.

Credit goes to MARISSA SIM in AC and her friend for providing additional bits of damn good humour. I love msn convos with copying and pasting and all sorts of stories and nonsense and ahahaha i cannot phrase myself properly all i want to do is laugh.

laugh laugh laugh. ha ha ha.

IM GOING TO LAUGH TO BED, LAUGH TO BRUSH MY TEETH, LAUGH TO SCHOOL, LAUGH IN SCHOOL, LAUGH AT THE COMPUTER SCREEN, LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH.

oh dear O: but nvm, laughter is the best medicine let me continue laughing hahahaha :D

16. CICADAS

2008-04-13T03:34:00.000-07:00

HELLO WE WON OM NATIONAL FINALS 2008 :D
HELLO WE ARE GOING TO MARYLANDDDD :D
HELLO WE ARE PROBLEM 5 DIVISION 3!!!!!!!! :D
HELLO WE ARE YOMAZINGS!! :D

i cant scream anymore cause my voice is completely gone after roaring low and screeching high for 8 minutes. problem 5 division 3 we are going to maryland! i dont care how many cicadas end up in my mouth or in my shirt and how much i have to squirm, i am super super happy we got the chance to go to maryland! thank you all our competitors for giving us this opportunity to go to maryland and to be awesome at world finals! i love all of you competitors :D

yOMazings miao sharan ruoting srishti eunice daphne violet lee we are so full let's eat moreeee! yay so happy for best friends we are going to maryland together to have feasts and cook offs and stamp on cicadas and go on stage and support each other.

3 years of OM and 3 years at WORLD FINALS. THIS IS MY LAST YEAR MY LAST WORLD FINALS MUST MAKE IT AWESOME GO GO VIOLET!

15. Physicians per 100000

2008-03-06T04:09:00.000-08:00

Honestly, development has got to be the most depressing chapter anyone can study because you learn about how people are stuck in vicious poverty cycles and are still mainly involved in the primary sectors and just can't get out. and it ain't cause they don't want to, or they don't try. but cause they are just so poor to even fill their stomachs how are they supposed to consider other things we take for granted like education and healthcare?

Countries like Ethiopia has GDP per capita of US$160 per year and im going for angela(!!!)'s concert which costs that same amount only in Sing dollars. And we overeat they dont even have food to eat. i like learning about development as a topic in geog, BUT I DONT LIKE THE TESTS. development is so complex and they say so themselves,
Development is a complex concept that is difficult to define as:
- there are many different ideas of what development means - economic prosperity, social progress, spatial development and environmental impact.
- development is a continual, progressive process.
and it goes onnn.

well there's geog SA tomr. and im being really time-wasting D: i cant concentrate what with the infant mortality rates of 3 per 1000 in norway and 110 per 1000 in ethiopia. it's disturbing? just like how the life expectancy in norway is 80, but 50 in ethiopia, meaning my daddy who is 52 is like..a miracle there. it's amazing these statistics.
especially when we take our FAMILY DOCTORS for granted (my dad just came back with a whole bag of medicine from the doctor's), ethiopia only has 3 physicians per 100,000 people.

I AM APPALLED. (and hopefully ready for the test tomr!)

29TH MARCH I AM WAITING FOR YOU :D :D :D

014. OCTOPILLAR

2008-02-17T06:44:00.000-08:00

I AM VERY BUSY I WISH I AM AN OCTOPUS AND CATERPILLAR MIX = OCTOPILLAR SO I HAVE MANY LEGS AND MANY HANDS TO DO EVERYTHING I NEED TO/HAVE TO DO.

BUSY BUSY BUSY >; (

P.S. GEORGIA MAKES ME LOOK EVEN BUSIER. BUSY BUSY BUSY

013. Hello Kitty

2008-01-30T04:18:00.000-08:00

Hello Kitty reminds me of Friends Forever. Which is total shit.
So much for all that crap.
very grouchy today. early in the morning after math before geography. (Besides being disgusted at people who do things for leadership points/position/portfolio) Also found out that friends are people who tell you they "can't stand some things that people do" then later become best of friends with those people, and then dont notice your absence, and dont bother, at all.

it's amazing, these friends. just, amaaaaazing.
and it's not like i didnt try to not be so sensitive (as claimed). if i was any more sensitive than i currently am, i would have broke down ages before today.

On other matters, I love the yomazings for being who they are and making people happy what they do best. The thing about real friends is that when you feel that you've done something wrong to them, you will actually realize and feel bad, and try to do something to change the situation. Oh, and most of all, you will never bear to leave them out.

and this mini font is a trick because i dont have much content here just that there's this mentality that SMALL FONT = EMO/SECRETIVE STUFF WHICH PEOPLE WANT OTHERS TO READ but i dont blog for attention seeking - so there.

012. Zhao Cai Mao

2008-01-28T01:54:00.000-08:00

Nothing in particular warrants a post, but i've decided i really like the new fahrenheit album despite the criticisms i had previously. :D

anyway, being the cool person that i was, i was stumbling around and stumbled upon some very very cool mailboxes! only singapore isnt cool enough we dont have very nice mailboxes we only have practical and organized ones, these are fun to look at! in case i forget, the website is http://sblom.com/mailbox/. HAH PERSONAL REMINDERS THAT NEVER DISAPPEAR UNWILLING. BEST :D

I wasted like an hour or so looking at these stupid mailboxes and they are all so amazing and in all these different parts of America they MAKE ME WANT TO GO GO GO TO OM WORLDS SO BADLY AHHH.

and today with nicole,jo,yuyue,eileen was a fun ranting subway session :D we should have more of these. ((:

011. Fruit Flies

2008-01-23T03:08:00.001-08:00

Sometimes I can get so unenergetic I get really annoyed at myself. Elaborations unneccessary but in general, nobody should try the Crusty Pot Pie at TheSoupSpoon if they are messy eaters, and Bread Talk has stupidly gotten rid of their most delicious bread (some overpriced hotdog danish thing it was pure bakery genius) I dont want pork floss anymore.

Aside, (creditstoMarissathe410pageantnominee) time flies like an arrow and fruit flies like a banana, it's annoying how time makes so much difference in everything. 2 logs in the water = a pair of swimming trunks, which drift apart eventually. Just as how I can never recover my waterbottle after I lost it, some things just suck and must disappear with time so -

It's been an long day with Probability and not understanding that, Identity and mind-(boggling) maps, TingXie with discussions, GRA with very GRAH emotions (oh the moon on her head) and Bio without much brains. Oh i forgot, listing is the worst way of constructing a sentence, "NO MORE THAN 2 COMMAS IN A SENTENCE." says mslim. her sense of humor is amazing i wish that when i get old i wont turn into an ugly-old-hag who listens to feiyuching but be young at heart just like her.

Auditions ytd were fun, and personally the best quotable quote of that day had to be this:
(Someone suggests that the oysters dont look very fresh)
VERY FUNNY SECONE, "Aiyah nevermind just eat lah"
and then when jasmine was saying smth really grand like "i am the great JASMINE LIU" she totally dead-panned and said, "never heard of you".
you've got to laugh to stomachaches when you hear that cause she said it with a face that you would give to someone who's as un-funny as mrsj(i must break up her name so in case they google her, she cant find my blog haha)ulieq(:D)uah.

oh, APPLY FOR CONGRESS'08. Applications Forms can be found in the classtrays as well as the area above classtrays. Submit to Zan (409) by 28Jan.
Contrary to popular (idontknowwhy) belief, congress is very fun, and we are going to be highly efficient and productive. so exfoliate the layers and layers of dirt shrouding an especially amazing congress :D i'm speaking the truth, you can trust me.

- learn to treasure.

010. Caterpillar

2008-01-22T06:11:00.000-08:00

I really should be learning for tingxie tomorrow (we were informed today) but nevermind, tomr i shall assume the Identity (HAH ENGLISH) of a PRC scholar and thus, have really good chinese automatically. wins :D

That, being the least important thing on my To-Do list, will be the first thing i get down to doing eventually. My prioritising sucks I put : 1) editing PSL session proposal, 2) Congress Publicity (JOIN OKAY CONGRESS'08 IS REALLY COOL OMG) and 3) talking on msn. Since there is only power of 3 (as learnt in pai bi) we cannot do more than 3 important things in a day and thus, it is enough for today. Also, I have used up My Daily Important Decision by deciding to use georgia instead of Trebuchet so i cant think anymore today. Sad case ):

In any case, I'm really glad LiaoLongChuan did manage to get the award in the end and not waste chooyen's and my 1 hour writing and churning out the nomination form, which she actually rejected (with a rather -_- reason i think) but she got it eventually so no one's complaining. I THINK THE CERT IS REALLY PRETTY and that's not just cause i made it :D Outstanding STAR Commitment is such a cool award name i think the person who thought of it is really amazing and nice and smart and everything great. :D

Alright, only thing that deserves special mention is the newest game in town: Double-Human Motorcycles. Not only do you get to go at any speed that suits you, after travelling for hours, your total displacement will still = zero, so you can actually go nowhere. also comes with cool sound effects that can include any sound your mouth can make, breaks and accelerators all included. Play now! Only requires 2 humans for single player game, and 4 or more for a multiplayer game. Winning cannot be determined so this game has no purpose! All the better to waste time with. (:

Yes okay that was especially retarded i spent 3 mins of my life doing that i dont even know why im not using this time to drink water or paste stickers on my table. I like Congress08 btw, it's fun. so sign up. otherwise i will make you play 2human motorcycles with me.

009. I DONT CARE ABOUT ANIMALS

2008-01-16T06:15:00.000-08:00

I MUST WATCH 百变张韶涵世界巡回演唱会新加坡2008 OR I WILL REGRET FOREVER!!!

EVEN IF I END UP GOING ALONE I WILL GO OMGGGGG

[edit 18/01]
turns out everyone is either
1) going for the jaychou world tour
2) not willing to spend the $
3) not very keen on zhangshaohan/dont even know who she is
4) keen on going but ..... -reservations-

so i've decided that the best choice is for me to go with mummy!!! she placed the orders yesterday and seemed really excited i think it would be fun. :D yay

HAVE I TOLD YOU, I HATE MY INTERNET CONNECTION TO SHIZZZ. IT IS SUPER DISGUSTING AND ALWAYS FAILS ME I DONT FRIEND YOU, INTERNET CONNECTION!!! D:

008. Sotong

2008-01-12T08:36:00.000-08:00

I'm back in the warmth and lack of company-ness of my home, and i brought along my old friend - the sore throat. also, it doesnt help that the first thing i did after we broke camp was eat like a scavenger on the car and then go for chinese tuition.

Orientation08 ended today. My very last Orientation in RGS, to say the least. Have I ever told you? I hate endings. Skip the details - the 107Psls are probably going to give some elaborate post. I know I did when I came back from orientation thinking it was the best thing that ever happened to me, and i wouldnt exactly defend that stand (only OM came in).

The word "last" is very effective in evoking emotions, but i shall leave my deep and serious post to later when nobody expects it then i can give you all a shock but saying BOO very loudly and then dancing around like a Cinderella. I love zhangshaohan♥.

HEEHEEHEE I AM IMMENSELY RANDOM BUTTTTT I AM GOING TO DO MY BOARD AWARD NOMINATION FORMS NOW I AM CHAOJIWUDI ENTHUSIASTIC ABOUT IT I HOPE MY NOMINEES WIN CAUSE I SPEND >1HR QUALITY TIME ON THEIR FORMS. :D :D :D
Maybe next time for people's b-day i'll show them their board award forms and they will see it be very touched become emo when they realise how nice i am, AND ALL GIVE ME PRESENTS. ahaha this trick seems to work very well for me i shall work/plan out my entire workplan.

my eyes are closing and i am sleepy D:
would update when i dont feel wobbly!

007. JAMES BOND

2008-01-10T06:52:00.000-08:00

(for today okay, james bond is an animal. animal is a subset of mammal and james bond is part of that. full stop no arguments :D)

Today was especially eventful - what with OM and PSB and PE and Congress and English Drama - it was like an entire mountain piling on top of me.
But i like this mountain.
and that was precisely what i was trying to convey to the psls that if you like this additional collar pin on you, it wouldnt be a burden, but like something you'd look forward to, but i dont really want to remember THAT part of what happened today so there.
well, they improved and produced an amazing piece of work i am very much looking forward to PSL session tomr :D i love you all 107 psls, FTW!! :D

moving on, congress GM was extremely hilarious omg what with our insane commscomm with loudmouths like myself, lyn, joHO, sharan, ruoting, ooishimin - dont need to see us can already hear us! :D haha hm yeah fun fun fun

and yenlin is really nice to talk to on the phone/on msn haha yenlin rocks we will totally win nominators+seconders of the month cheer for us hooray :D night surprise's tomr we are all really excited because our item is the coolest item everx no one can beat us we are unbeatable cause no one has yet to beat us and we will continue being unbeatable cause no one will ever beat us. ROUNDABOUT BUT YOU GET THE POINT.

aside, yi-min's voice REALLLLYy DOESNT MATCH HER FACE LAH. it gets so intriguing at times i want to pluck her voice box out :D

006. Monkey

2008-01-05T21:39:00.000-08:00

I'm currently listening to Fahrenheit's new album, 双面飞轮海. frankly, the idol drama series must have helped them a great deal cause uh the songs are average. here is my very intelligent analysis of the album:
- 5 out of 13 tracks are songs from drama series (namely x-family, romantic princess and even HANAKIMI as a bonus track)
- that xiao xiao da ren wu is a disney song so it gets the publicity BUT IT SUCKSSSS
- nearly all the songs are slow love songs and sound almost the same to me so i cant really tell them apart now.
- arron has a song on his own with a dubious, unidentified woman. he sounds strange on his own. and it's called TiAmo but i have no idea what that means I THINK THEY ARE TRYING TO SOUND COMPLICATED AND IT COULD ACTUALLY MEAN SMTH STUPID LIKE "FISH AND CHIPS"
- other than xinwo, chushenruhua and buhuiai, i like track2,7&9. especially 9, most commendable to me :D BUT RMB, XIAO XIAO DA REN WU SUCKSSS
- there are parts in track10 which remind me of those k/j dramas where they have this lone solitary moment when the lead actor/actress walks down this strangely deserted road at night, and cars with bright lights would drive past sometimes, making the vrrrooom sound. but the vocals are okay in that song lah :D
- xiaoxiaodarenwu(track11) is fun i like the boingboings they make me want to go to disneyland. and remind me of 5566's song for beijing ahahah IT REALLY IS VERY AMUSING AHAHHA especially the "M-I-C-K-E-Y M-O-U-S-E" it really is hilarious omg ahahha I MUST HAVE BEEN INSANE WHEN I WROTE THAT IT IS HILARIOUS. IT IS NOTTTTT. IT IS DISTURBING ANNOYING AND SUCKS!
- aside, wuzun's voice is highly identifiable because he really doesnt sound like he's singing more of talking in tune and he has not-very-good pronunciation too
- i think it's funny how track12 is exactly the same as track1 only they sang the s.h.e parts. hahahah

overall, nothing near to the brillance of wohenmang(!!!!) or ang5.0(!!!).

i spent last night at the hospital sleeping on the HARD CONCRETE floor because i was lazy to go home and take taxi which = rip-off so mummy and i slept in pa's ward. he snores ): but i was tired so i slept quite well only my contact lenses are all dried up like del monte dried cranberries already.

HAHHA XIAO XIAO DA REN WU is on loop now i am thoroughly amused :D

EDIT:XIAO XIAO DA REN WU SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. DO NOT. NEVER EVER EVER PUT IT ON LOOP IT KILLS YOUR EARS! EVEN JOOU AGREES THAT IT SUCKS OMG DISNEY I PITY YOU PLAYING THIS SONG WILL CHASE AWAY ALL YOUR CUSTOMERS! D:

005. Stitch

2008-01-04T06:06:00.000-08:00

"I'm...I'm...lost. I'm lost." - says my waterbottle who has left me for good. Yeah, it's pre-mature departure upsets me very much, and I have yet to completely get over the loss. Sometimes, I dream of it when I am sleeping and see it floating around my head saying, "Violet lee, you lost me. You lost me!!" (okay no, i dont actually have such strange dreams - eh, hold that thought - but that would actually be rather disturbing. Nightmare-ish probably)

Anyway, all my unhappy feelings have vanished along with the NEW NIKE WATERBOTTLE, proudly sponsored by an extremely generous lingmin<3! (haha though i did manage to convince Shaowei, Elainelau & Joellyn to get one for me prior to today) It mayn't be exactly the same as Mr Pink but this one is extremely pretty and I like it very much. -hugs waterbottle protectively and wont leave it anywhere- I shall post waterbottle photo soon. lovely :D i think i will give it a name and a nickname and a surname and like totally make sure it stays with me for as long as i can possibly imagine. I LOVE WATERBOTTLE NO MORE DEHYDRATION.

Last night, Laura and I spent the night at rachelmiao's house where we had A LOT OF FUN. Of the many hilarious moments we shared, we watched lauragan play neopets (HALF PRICED DAY), took photos (and failedbad) using photobooth, took videos mocking jeanhui's impersonation of weishan, made a video for jeanhui and talked alot alot alot about om and psb. oh, both om and psb turned out amazing today, save for an extremely annoying, want-to-slap-your-face moment in the hall. That wasn't a problem for very long, as reshmi and i started talking nonsense and then we cheered OH YEAH like idiots. HAHA WE CHEERED LIKE THIS: "OH...OH...OH. YEAH...YEAH...YEAH" SUPER LOUDLY AND AUDIBLY AND LIKE USED DEEP VOICES AHAHA.

Oh and yitong and i were really enthu this morning in the netball courts we were running around and saying things like, "WE MUST BE THE CENTRE OF ATTENTION/ATTRACTION." or "WE ARE THE MOST ENTHU OF ALL. GO AWAY WE ARE THE MOST ENTHU." or "LETS ME UN-HIGH FOR 1HR TODAY. eh no, 45MINS, aiyah 30 mins. OKAY FORGET IT." haha i remember us dancing around the few classes at the back skipping back and forth while cheering, go raffles go raffles go (turns around) bring them down bring them down.

AHAHAHAHA ORIENTATION HAS BEEN ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!!! I LOVE PSB MUCH!
haha and OM today was great. Hope everything else turns out fine and we will win and be awesome and throw broccoli on each others' heads and faces and eat mushrooms :D

Oh and rachelmiao has gotten me addicted on cranberries i shall start on my new pack veryverysoon.

004. Sam - the dog in I AM LEGEND

2007-12-30T06:59:00.000-08:00

Everybody should go and watch I AM LEGEND just for the scare of it. :/ seriously. there i was, among more than 10 PSLs, JPSLs and SPSLs, seated between laura gan and chewchiashaowei, CRINGING IN FEAR. omg freaked out like anything. shaowei and eenette, who were watching I AM LEGEND for the second time, were available to me very conveniently and thus, bu yong bai bu yong, i spent 3/4 of the show asking them, "EH SCARY PART COMING ALREADY OR NOT! SCARY? IS IT SCARY?"
besides that, i grabbed shaowei's hand throughout the entire show and she was rather naughty cause she kept forcing me to watch the scary parts, claiming that they were important and asked me questions like, " Did you see that? That part is important." and blah blah as though she was doing a Lit annotation of the show. Scary D:
Nonetheless, the experience was fun :D myself exclaiming EEYER very audibly while everyone else were expressing their fear mutely. and having a heart attack when the ultimate scary part came. (the caucasian man in front asked us if we enjoyed the film and hope we would have a good sleep that night.)
WELL, I DIDNT HAVE A GOOD SLEEP AT ALL. WOKE UP THE NEXT DAY FOR CCAO AND FOUND OUT THAT MY WATERBOTTLE WAS NOT IN THE CLC. MADE A HUGE FUSS OVER IT, COMPLETELY RUINED MY CHIRPY IMAGE - AND STILL CANT FIND IT.

this sucks i want my nike pink waterbottle back i even sent a plea calling for help to psb08@yahoogroups.com but only talia responded that she saw it but didnt take it and jeanhui said i am a retard for sending that email D:
boooo D:

tomr we are meeting up for spsb item at 9am i am not sleeping yet hoping that the psls will send me their very first baby infant proposal soon. if they dont i'm going to say goodnight to the computer and concentrate on dicey business cause i'm rewatching it for the fun of rewatching it.

and stupid sharonong/skywalker said that she always sees me around JPSLs. THAT IS A FALLACY. i hang out with people of all shapes and sizes and ages and stuffs. ah love psb. big big love :D :D :D

P.S. STUPID SCHOOL STARTING SOON. SUCKS. SO SLEEPY. (i am the veteran at alliteration. HEAR ME ROAR.)

003. The Grinch

2007-12-25T05:01:00.000-08:00

Okay first i must insist that the Grinch is a fricking animal. Yes it may be green like a vegetable and a little strange, but i dont care, it's an animal all right. :D

So Christmas! What's up? ( i say in a Mocking Sharan Manner)? I dont really know. Maybe cause 1) I'm not Christian and 2) My family is small and 3) My mum is overseas.

Yeah so Christmas this year was rather uneventful compared to the one i celebrated in Vietnam last year. Went to Jacky's house to watch dramas and admire her very big and beautiful house, invade her iTunes and uh, be afraid of her mother :D Heh nothing much lah but it was fun and all so thank you jacky!! :D

Heh after which papa picked me up and we went to swensens to eat. Rawr wanted to go to the Plaza Sing one but road was closed and all and there were so many people at that place to watch a ridiculous "Grand Christmas Concert". So we went to the one at United Sq instead (aft seeking help from jacky to check the swensens outlets) Dinner was delicious although I had a slipper fight with Papa under the table, and lost 7-4 to my papa in the retarded jikopah (however you spell it). Ahma decided to be a rebel and ate alone at home so we had some good bonding time together with alot of retarded humour. :D

I think I need to go and watch fei tian xi shi (aka To Grow With Love) now even though i've already missed a good 2/3 of it. Merry Christmas! :D

002. Hippopotamus

2007-12-17T05:11:00.000-08:00

H-I-P-P-O-P-O*T-A-M-U-S HOI!

hm havent recited that since really long ago, kind of miss the PSLTC days too. especially after today's Pre-O trng.
rawr. it was embarrassing when i was crawling around and sneezed at a moment of silence omg it was super paiseh! yitong said heads turned to stare at that strange sound haha but it was fun laughing around like an idiot with the spsls. :D yay

TODAY i saw rachelmiao since like forever and omg i miss rachelmiao!! yay ♥

haha and today ruoxi,beccawang and i went to watch The Golden Compass! How exciting (: heh it was an incredibly arduous journey and the process was not one bit enjoyable.
First, regular cinemas have $6.50 tickets on monday, but cineleisure's $7. D:
Next, we were such losers and couldnt find the cinema hall 12 which was on level9. so we waited for 3 lifts and finally the third lift came and we gave it up thinking it was full. Apparently some people left the lift at the precise point when we decided to climb the stairs holding wet umbrellas and nachos with cheese, i heard the people waiting for the lift behind us say, "YAY LETS GO IN!" OMG D: sucks.
haha but the show was not bad so kind of fun hehe. and i made alot of noise.
like when the girl's demon said "I'm scared." i was really scared so i said "Me too" unknowingly loud. oh dear. and HP called me and ruoxi thought HP was harry potter and got a shock.

ahahaha okay i want to go eat Follow Your Heart, Have A Gelato tomr! :D

001. Rabbit

2007-12-15T23:19:00.001-08:00

Decided to shift back for the fun of shifting around and hide-and-seeking :D
Haha not very bothered whether people know of its existence or not, just for fun!!!!
im going to name all my entries after animals and it will include animals i invent on my own. something like creating my own zoo omg then i can compile into a book called Violet's Zoo and draw little pictures and make them do stupid stuffs like jump into the air and eat a lollipop while singing the Kushin-Bo song. wheeeeee :D

Oh and mummy has something against spending christmas in Singapore cause she is going to elope with herself to bangkok (i think) for christmas on christmasday itself. I tried to throw a lousy tantrum about not spending time with family and always going away during christmas HAHA and she realised i was doing that on purpose and agreed to give me a delicious christmas eve treat. yay - success! :D