it's been so long. for so many things. it's been so long since we met as PSB'08, since i've seen jacky, since i've seen longchuan dancing on stage and so many things.

why do people expect so many things of so many people?
it's like how i expect to drift from some people, and not expect to drift from some people. of course, i have been proven wrong both ways.
and how some people expect things of and from me. i think what xinping said today makes a lot of sense. being loud does not mean being extroverted. being noisy doesnt mean showing your true feelings.
it's so true.

sometimes i keep all my feelings to myself i dont know what to do with myself and i have this pressure to show people that i'm happy all the time.
maybe this is why i cry so much.

okay stop the rest shall go onto notepad. this place is my catalyst. :D

meanwhile, consolidate my thoughts!

Labels: PSB, school, When I use my Brains