we can burn
brighter than the sun

introduction

hello, wherever you are

SINGAPORE - LONDON

Mostly, I am Violet.
Sometimes, I float around aimlessly and pretend to be weird.
Then I realise that's still being Violet, and human.
So Hi there, I'm Violet, a Human. Nice to meet you *friendly handshake*

安静了 - S.H.E

Lyrics - Selina
Composer - Jay Chou
Album - 我的电台 FM S.H.E

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想就属於我们的婚礼
却成了单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
你选择了自己

撒娇的可爱的黏人的爱哭的照片里沉静的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多
就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱
让你好好的想我
我想要的那片天空
你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多
却不能给我什么
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔
是因为我太爱你

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属于我们的婚礼
安静了在我枕边的梦里
我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是1加1努力就有结局

撒娇的可爱的黏人的爱哭的照片里
曾经的都是爱着你的
脸颊的泪还温热却没有人握我的手

today today miss koh came to freak us out about hcl olevels while we were preparing for our karaoke competition. and it's really quite scary so im being scared now. in order to better my chinese standard, i have decided to revert to listening to only mandarin songs all over again!

how exciting!

i am being terribly boring but thats cause im bored! bored! bored! why am i so bored when i have so much stuff to do maybe i have a problem with my head! oh no that means i am crazy! oh no no that means i need to go hospital ah ah ah then i cannot watch high school musical 3.
i have a very not-boring to-do list:
1. Peer Support Sharing on 25/10!
2. Clueless! the awesomeeee to the maxxxxxx english drama production
3. Finding money.
4. Hoping money will somehow fall from the sky.
5. Wishing money will grow on trees.
6. I AM NOT MONEY MINDED IM JUST BROKE BECAUSE I KEEP EATING EAT EAT EAT UNTIL SHIT NOW NO MORE MONEY FOR BASIC NEEDS. i owe everybody money i am so horrible sorry elaine sorry karishma sorry um quite alot of other people BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, chngyan and joellyn and yuyue all of you owe me money from the ngeeann thing hurhur i am damn winnerrrr! i've found a solution to my Miserable Money Shit. (argh my alliteration skills have greatly deproved i need to practise again!)
7. WATCH HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3!! omg i am such a kid i need to find someone to watch the show with & the person must be able to ren3 my nonsense, including my easy excitability (is there such a word?), enthusiasm, noise and etc etc etc!

I AM SUDDENLY NOT BORED ANYMORE! I HAVE SUCH A WONDERFUL LIFE WITH NICE PEOPLE EVERYWHERE! i ♥ everybody i am so full of ♥ because i am extremely ♥ly!

Labels: complete waste of time, school

Wednesday, August 20, 2008 | Posted by Violet| 0 comment/s

BBB FOR GOOD!
BBB FOR LIFE!
BBB FOR-EVER!

this is so heartening.
to celebrate my BBB joy, i went to tiongbahruplaza to get my favourite yogurt and because today is a happy day, it tasted even better.

&my post EYAs todolist is so much cooler than zhenyi's! but who cares she joined my BBB gang this is so awesomes. and she is winner (she can eat tonics and have a healthy lifestyle!! :D)
we are going to play table tennis at "her house downstairs".

BBB YOU'RE THE LIGHT THAT MAKES MY DARKNESS DISAPPEAR!

Labels: school

Sunday, August 10, 2008 | Posted by Violet| 0 comment/s

/edit 11th august (30 days!) 7.11pm (talk about cool timing) - BBB stands for many things. BBB stands for beach. ball. babes. BBB stands for barbequed beansprouts. but most importantly, BBB stands for BYE BYE BIO. after 2 weeks i will never have to see you again! good luck, have a nice life and remember, we are MUTUALLY EXCLUSIVE. (but im going to do well for bio eoys i dont care i dont care!! grawrrr!!)

this reminds me, GRAPHS i h8 u u h8 me we are angry family O: O: O: you stole my 1 mark away from me - FOUR TIMES!! omg i tell you this is not funny anymore. let me give you a warning, graphs. THIS IS WAR!!! *dramatic music plays in the background and the screen fades to black, and shows miffy bunny jumping around happily*

edit/

hallo myself.
the countdown to an amazing 10thseptember officially begins, and that means 31 days!!
and september7th is a very important day because camp rock is going to show on TV and though i've watched it already, much of it was hazy mess with very good music - 7thsept i gotta find you play my music this is me!!

DUE TO TIME CONSTRAINTS, I SHOULD REALLY BE HITTING THE BOOKS NOW.
give me a moment.
*BISH BISH BISH WHACK DESTROY! I KILL YOU! BISH BISH GRAWRRR*
okay im done hitting the books.

im now going to watch cory in the house even though it is not very good, but everybody needs a break okay. mine just lasts longer, like from 6.45 to 10.
but it's okay.
it's okay.
everything is going to be fine.

OPTIMISM FTW!

say goodbye to all my fears, one good song they disappear,
and nothing in the world can bring me down.

Labels: school

Sunday, July 6, 2008 | Posted by Violet| 0 comment/s

So much for not updating cause I'm not going to be distracted.
i have been wasting so much time away.

busy with so many other things cause other things are so much more tempting than work.
psb is so awesome.
i love eunice chong!! thank you ng jean hui for telling her that is totally not embarrassing cause i dont have to work with her ever again. when i grow taller than you im going to step on you like an ant you stupid face!

(we all look so gorgeous with stupid faces. laura gan loves me and i'm wearing two shirts. miao looks like doctor dumpty this is so classic. nora is so cute and jeanhui is going to be stepped on like an ant)

i am so full of love. watch me spread my love like peanut butter on fruit and nut bread.
i love drawing bees. they are all over all my worksheets. i will draw ugly grass, 4 ugly flowers with 2 leaves each - one big and one small - and 3 bees with stings and wings. bees bees bees.

i am so full of nostalgia and i keep thinking about the past. this is bad it is a sign of inability to move on. even if the past is awesome shit i must move on and concentrate on pertinent issues such as the poor in sub-saharan africa or the hungry people in the world or the copper (II) sulphate that miss 11 claps loves.

i am so full. i just ate 10 stomachs worth of food. i think when we take height and weight after APCG week im going to be a bowling ball who will roll onto the weighing scale and the number will be so small cause i went one entire round. okay but this is pointless cause im not going to do anything about it. IN FACT, on friday i just did a zhenyi and bought my lifetime worth of snacks, chocolates and crap on top of my secret stash from walmart.

(i think the "i am so full" power of 3 technique was pretty intelligent and extremely cool. i should do something like that for geog pt right. totally will score: they are poor in math. they are poor in science. they are poor.)

HA HA FAIL FAIL OMG.

1. i took this photo myself.
2. I HAVE BEEN DRAWING THIS FRICKING WHITE BUILDING TILL IM HALF INSANE CAUSE OF SS AND THEN I DECIDE I DONT WANT TO DRAW THIS WHITE BUILDING ANYMORE. all my pieces of artwork goes down the drain.

-
i love psb. i love om. i love my family when we dine at jack's place. i love school. really.
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

Labels: PSB, school

Thursday, July 3, 2008 | Posted by Violet| 0 comment/s

it's been so long. for so many things. it's been so long since we met as PSB'08, since i've seen jacky, since i've seen longchuan dancing on stage and so many things.

why do people expect so many things of so many people?
it's like how i expect to drift from some people, and not expect to drift from some people. of course, i have been proven wrong both ways.
and how some people expect things of and from me. i think what xinping said today makes a lot of sense. being loud does not mean being extroverted. being noisy doesnt mean showing your true feelings.
it's so true.

sometimes i keep all my feelings to myself i dont know what to do with myself and i have this pressure to show people that i'm happy all the time.
maybe this is why i cry so much.

okay stop the rest shall go onto notepad. this place is my catalyst. :D

meanwhile, consolidate my thoughts!

Labels: PSB, school, When I use my Brains

Wednesday, June 25, 2008 | Posted by Violet| 0 comment/s

(Clockwise from Blue Face : Eunice the Baby King, Miao the Tockter Dumpty, Sharan the Muffin Man, Daphne the Drunk Husband, Violet the Emale, Srishti the Broccoli Wife, Ruoting the Ising)

today is my slack day and sit down on the floor day. because of that, i drank alot of soya bean milk in reality and ate alot of soyabean icecream from mr bean in my dreams.

i think everyone is beginning to get the post-holidays-pre-concerts stress, and everyone is showing this in various ways. some people eat alot, some people dont eat (or in some revealing cases, cannot eat), some people scream and some people shout. some people cry and some people pout. (this is such a cool jingle rhyming thing it can go on the ad for some help hotline)

the best solution is to get rid of all this stress by talking nonsense.

Labels: OM, school

Wednesday, May 21, 2008 | Posted by Violet| 0 comment/s

I finally got the Internet fixed just like a true pro and I just read _______'s LJ (1. not a stupid person, 2. not an irritant, 3. not an unshaven beardy hairy old man). I also spent 1% of renewed internet time searching for the agarose gel electrophoresis nonsense and the TAE Buffer equally nonsense. I should drop Bio like the apple that dropped on Newton's head.

The weather is getting on my nerves and it is just so annoying. I really cannot take it anymore I need to carry my dumb Japanese and almost-completely-spoilt fan everywhere I go and it isnt even working very well.

RAWRRRRR (like a Daphne Tay). Curse the weather. Curse the vicious cycle cause now it's Global Warming -> Super Hot -> Need AirCon + Fan -> Waste electricity -> Burn fossil fuels -> HA. GLOBAL WARMING X 1MILLION 20 THOUSAND AND 52.

I hate to be rambly, but I hate the weather even more. Sitting in an airconditioned room with the fan on does NOT leave me shivering under the thick quilt anymore. Instead, it leaves me sweating, rawr rawr rawr, on a bed without my blankie and with the fan blowing right in my direction.

D: This is such a horrible environment to learn, study and enjoy life. And I've regrettably been so so so lethargic in classes lately. I'm embarrassed to admit I fell fast asleep - close to involuntary drooling - during bio, even though my teacher is extremely pregnant.

and even mathhhh. sorrrrry miss kohhhh i dont mean to doze offf but it's srzlyyy beeen a horrible horrible environment to learn or do anything, especially the sweltering hot mornings and afternoons. heck, throw in the nights too. D': I cant believe I burst into tears while watching TV programmes cause it was so so so hot and I couldnt take it at all and the stupid stupid TV was showing this snowing scene. Okay make some sense, myself, the TV is my best friend and it mocks me a lot. too much at times, so you need to learn to stop k :D

On a more serious note, I've learnt a lot these 2 weeks. More than I thought I would cause of the mistakes I made, the frankness of my parents, some really awesome teachers and i guess, willingness to listen. Not being defensive is really hard, and I'm kinda glad I overcome this as much as I could. Or over-sensitivity. Though now I need to practise being more sensitive to others. It's hard, but I'm more than willing to put in extra time, effort and a lot of brain work to work towards a better myself. So yeppp everything is going to be heading up up up and get better better better! I hope it would be more rewarding than I'd imagine it to be, and there's still so much more I want to do but just am not doing now.
like increasing my exercising days+times, going vegetarian, reading the -ick- newspaper, upgrading handphone games, interior room designinggg, upgrading the internet, believing in God more and attending lessons, there's so much i want to do but i just can't do now.

THIS IS SO DEPRESSING I NEED TO GET MY EYES OFF THE STUPID TELEVISION SCREEN AND DO OTHER STUFF.

i think lah should be spelt lah and not la or lar. yay trust me i got A1/4.0 for Singlish MYA but I had a few careless mistakes.

I ♥ GEOG ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ 4EVER I DONT CARE GLOBAL WARMING YOU'RE GOING DOWN LIKE SUGAR. (YUCK FALLOUTBOY. YUCK EUNICESTUPIDTEO.)

I♥yOMazings fireworks in the house yo. happy things and ♥ly people keep me happy despite the omgross weather.

Labels: )':, OM, school, When I use my Brains

Thursday, May 8, 2008 | Posted by Violet| 0 comment/s

He's a wily old fox.

This is what the Wily Old Fox is saying to his Poor Miserable Son: "My signature on the invoices is what is doing me in. If someone comes forward to say he forged my signature, then I'll be off the hook. You're my son. I raised you. You should do something for me in return."

What an evil father omg omg omgggg. This actor is kind of typecast he's always acting as a horrible daddy with no morals, maybe cause he looks like a horrible daddy with no morals. But Au Revoir, Shanghai is great. i love HK dramas they are so intense and so full of win :D :D :D Watching HK dramas hours after hours is almost as great as eating Mr Bean 3-in-1 rice balls.

Mr Bean 3-in-1 riceballs and Mr Bean Soy Bean Icecream. I love Mr Bean (it's not the guy who goes "dooo" with teddy, but http://www.mrbean.com.sg/ )
"Have you ever felt the beauty of a smile, the warmth of a touch or the bliss of simply watching the world go by... Share a little time and imagination with us. Let's indulge in Life's Simple Pleasures."
Haha the Mr Bean thing sounds so much like song lyrics i can actually see it being mrbean.mp3 in my eyes, hear the music in my ears and anything and everything. yayyzosaurus rex :D

The MrBean icon is so qt too i love MrBean <3

Anyway, though morning and math and APCG meeting was kinda sucky, I had a great afternoon and evening. I! COULDNT! FINISH! MATH!!!! So I cried. I dont deny that's kinda gross and I was really embarrassed to be bawling like an insane cereal bar after a math test, like when Funelas was collecting the paper I was already banging my forehead on the table and wanting to poke myself with a pen. Haha but this taught me that I can cry better than some actresses who can't so yay me! Then later, thong and i realised we couldnt be part of APCG anymore so yeah, it was a really bad morning.

Love Love Love to yOMazings for making ichiban boshi sushi and so much more, and i havent been to J8 since WW2 so it was kinda brrright to see the orange food court which is damn pretty we are all so hot like tangerine worhXXYY chromosomes. Didnt do much talked nonsense and stuff but the entire process was too dumb to be glum plums so i was a happy yummy kid with roses tulips and violets in my head. and im really glad to have awesome friends who are there for me through shrubbery and blueberry and cranberry.

I'M JUST A PAWN IN THE GAME. I AM EXPENDABLE. Things are going to get real nasty in here. - Au Revoir, Shanghai has really amusing quotable quotes!!

WHEN I GO TO JC I WILL SHOOT UP BY 30CM AND LOOK DOWN AT NICOLE. HAHA TOTALLY TOTALLY TOTIPOTENT CELLS.

HAHA OKAY WILY OLD FOX IS LIKE IMPOTENT I THINK THATS DAMN FUNNY.

(today is such a labelled day!)

Labels: )':, food, HAHAHAHA, OM, school

Monday, May 5, 2008 | Posted by Violet| 0 comment/s

Point: I THINK THE WHOLE EXAM THING IS KILLING MY SENSE OF HUMOUR.

Elaboration+Example:
JQ: YOUR TEACHER WILL SHOW YOU HOW TO TEST FOR GAP/S. AFTER YOU HAVE MUSTERED IT, TROUBLESHOT AND FIX YOUR CIRCUIT

and i'm training to be an emo kid. sometimes when i try to be positive and look at the good side of things, negative things just keep getting attracted to me.
ALL THAT PHYSICS IS GETTING INTO MY HEAD i hope when lessons begin proper i wont say, "Yay it's time for PD!" instead of PE.

placentaaaa. there's this shop at square 2 basement next to all the food places like Dough Culture and Secret Recipe called kdsljasd Human Placenta. it's for skin regeneration i think. i suspect SK II puts human placenta in too, how else can they create miracle water. it's as miracle as you make it out to be. i can concoct a potion and call it paradise water and get hello kitty to advertise it, it would be the BEST whitening cream.

As i said, the exams are making me completely insane. Come 28th may we are going to take JJ the jetplane and fly from Singapore to Washington via Tokyo.
i hope we get a stopover!

Labels: school

Friday, April 25, 2008 | Posted by Violet| 0 comment/s

IT CANNOT WAIT IM YOURS.

im going to give up and submit to stupid exams i cannot stand not knowing what D.C motors are all about when other people are cycling well on their one track mind.
i think somebody from the world of plate-o and re-saucers is trying to make me so fried chicken cause i dont understand anything in lessons!

when i grow up, i am going to be come back to rgs as what misslim would call, a Rafflesian Spirit to throw cold water on those teachers who think they are very funny and insert a fast-forward button on a certain le chatelier's principal. i need to stop being un-funny.

i realise i have alot of things to do when i grow up. (cue octopillar again) maybe not, maybe i will grow up and propose to santa clause and be a round watermelon looking blob foreverrr.

Labels: complete waste of time, school

Wednesday, April 16, 2008 | Posted by Violet| 0 comment/s

Haha i havent laughed like an idiot in front of the computer screen since about damn long ago, so that makes today an awesome day. HA HA HA.

Credit goes to MARISSA SIM in AC and her friend for providing additional bits of damn good humour. I love msn convos with copying and pasting and all sorts of stories and nonsense and ahahaha i cannot phrase myself properly all i want to do is laugh.

laugh laugh laugh. ha ha ha.

IM GOING TO LAUGH TO BED, LAUGH TO BRUSH MY TEETH, LAUGH TO SCHOOL, LAUGH IN SCHOOL, LAUGH AT THE COMPUTER SCREEN, LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH.

oh dear O: but nvm, laughter is the best medicine let me continue laughing hahahaha :D

Labels: HAHAHAHA, school

Thursday, March 6, 2008 | Posted by Violet| 0 comment/s

Honestly, development has got to be the most depressing chapter anyone can study because you learn about how people are stuck in vicious poverty cycles and are still mainly involved in the primary sectors and just can't get out. and it ain't cause they don't want to, or they don't try. but cause they are just so poor to even fill their stomachs how are they supposed to consider other things we take for granted like education and healthcare?

Countries like Ethiopia has GDP per capita of US$160 per year and im going for angela(!!!)'s concert which costs that same amount only in Sing dollars. And we overeat they dont even have food to eat. i like learning about development as a topic in geog, BUT I DONT LIKE THE TESTS. development is so complex and they say so themselves,
Development is a complex concept that is difficult to define as:
- there are many different ideas of what development means - economic prosperity, social progress, spatial development and environmental impact.
- development is a continual, progressive process.
and it goes onnn.

well there's geog SA tomr. and im being really time-wasting D: i cant concentrate what with the infant mortality rates of 3 per 1000 in norway and 110 per 1000 in ethiopia. it's disturbing? just like how the life expectancy in norway is 80, but 50 in ethiopia, meaning my daddy who is 52 is like..a miracle there. it's amazing these statistics.
especially when we take our FAMILY DOCTORS for granted (my dad just came back with a whole bag of medicine from the doctor's), ethiopia only has 3 physicians per 100,000 people.

I AM APPALLED. (and hopefully ready for the test tomr!)

29TH MARCH I AM WAITING FOR YOU :D :D :D

Labels: angela zhang, school

Monday, January 28, 2008 | Posted by Violet| 0 comment/s

Nothing in particular warrants a post, but i've decided i really like the new fahrenheit album despite the criticisms i had previously. :D

anyway, being the cool person that i was, i was stumbling around and stumbled upon some very very cool mailboxes! only singapore isnt cool enough we dont have very nice mailboxes we only have practical and organized ones, these are fun to look at! in case i forget, the website is http://sblom.com/mailbox/. HAH PERSONAL REMINDERS THAT NEVER DISAPPEAR UNWILLING. BEST :D

I wasted like an hour or so looking at these stupid mailboxes and they are all so amazing and in all these different parts of America they MAKE ME WANT TO GO GO GO TO OM WORLDS SO BADLY AHHH.

and today with nicole,jo,yuyue,eileen was a fun ranting subway session :D we should have more of these. ((:

Labels: complete waste of time, OM, school

Wednesday, January 23, 2008 | Posted by Violet| 0 comment/s

Sometimes I can get so unenergetic I get really annoyed at myself. Elaborations unneccessary but in general, nobody should try the Crusty Pot Pie at TheSoupSpoon if they are messy eaters, and Bread Talk has stupidly gotten rid of their most delicious bread (some overpriced hotdog danish thing it was pure bakery genius) I dont want pork floss anymore.

Aside, (creditstoMarissathe410pageantnominee) time flies like an arrow and fruit flies like a banana, it's annoying how time makes so much difference in everything. 2 logs in the water = a pair of swimming trunks, which drift apart eventually. Just as how I can never recover my waterbottle after I lost it, some things just suck and must disappear with time so -

It's been an long day with Probability and not understanding that, Identity and mind-(boggling) maps, TingXie with discussions, GRA with very GRAH emotions (oh the moon on her head) and Bio without much brains. Oh i forgot, listing is the worst way of constructing a sentence, "NO MORE THAN 2 COMMAS IN A SENTENCE." says mslim. her sense of humor is amazing i wish that when i get old i wont turn into an ugly-old-hag who listens to feiyuching but be young at heart just like her.

Auditions ytd were fun, and personally the best quotable quote of that day had to be this:
(Someone suggests that the oysters dont look very fresh)
VERY FUNNY SECONE, "Aiyah nevermind just eat lah"
and then when jasmine was saying smth really grand like "i am the great JASMINE LIU" she totally dead-panned and said, "never heard of you".
you've got to laugh to stomachaches when you hear that cause she said it with a face that you would give to someone who's as un-funny as mrsj(i must break up her name so in case they google her, she cant find my blog haha)ulieq(:D)uah.

oh, APPLY FOR CONGRESS'08. Applications Forms can be found in the classtrays as well as the area above classtrays. Submit to Zan (409) by 28Jan.
Contrary to popular (idontknowwhy) belief, congress is very fun, and we are going to be highly efficient and productive. so exfoliate the layers and layers of dirt shrouding an especially amazing congress :D i'm speaking the truth, you can trust me.

- learn to treasure.

Labels: congress, food, school

Tuesday, January 22, 2008 | Posted by Violet| 0 comment/s

I really should be learning for tingxie tomorrow (we were informed today) but nevermind, tomr i shall assume the Identity (HAH ENGLISH) of a PRC scholar and thus, have really good chinese automatically. wins :D

That, being the least important thing on my To-Do list, will be the first thing i get down to doing eventually. My prioritising sucks I put : 1) editing PSL session proposal, 2) Congress Publicity (JOIN OKAY CONGRESS'08 IS REALLY COOL OMG) and 3) talking on msn. Since there is only power of 3 (as learnt in pai bi) we cannot do more than 3 important things in a day and thus, it is enough for today. Also, I have used up My Daily Important Decision by deciding to use georgia instead of Trebuchet so i cant think anymore today. Sad case ):

In any case, I'm really glad LiaoLongChuan did manage to get the award in the end and not waste chooyen's and my 1 hour writing and churning out the nomination form, which she actually rejected (with a rather -_- reason i think) but she got it eventually so no one's complaining. I THINK THE CERT IS REALLY PRETTY and that's not just cause i made it :D Outstanding STAR Commitment is such a cool award name i think the person who thought of it is really amazing and nice and smart and everything great. :D

Alright, only thing that deserves special mention is the newest game in town: Double-Human Motorcycles. Not only do you get to go at any speed that suits you, after travelling for hours, your total displacement will still = zero, so you can actually go nowhere. also comes with cool sound effects that can include any sound your mouth can make, breaks and accelerators all included. Play now! Only requires 2 humans for single player game, and 4 or more for a multiplayer game. Winning cannot be determined so this game has no purpose! All the better to waste time with. (:

Yes okay that was especially retarded i spent 3 mins of my life doing that i dont even know why im not using this time to drink water or paste stickers on my table. I like Congress08 btw, it's fun. so sign up. otherwise i will make you play 2human motorcycles with me.

Labels: complete waste of time, congress, PSB, school

Saturday, January 12, 2008 | Posted by Violet| 0 comment/s

I'm back in the warmth and lack of company-ness of my home, and i brought along my old friend - the sore throat. also, it doesnt help that the first thing i did after we broke camp was eat like a scavenger on the car and then go for chinese tuition.

Orientation08 ended today. My very last Orientation in RGS, to say the least. Have I ever told you? I hate endings. Skip the details - the 107Psls are probably going to give some elaborate post. I know I did when I came back from orientation thinking it was the best thing that ever happened to me, and i wouldnt exactly defend that stand (only OM came in).

The word "last" is very effective in evoking emotions, but i shall leave my deep and serious post to later when nobody expects it then i can give you all a shock but saying BOO very loudly and then dancing around like a Cinderella. I love zhangshaohan♥.

HEEHEEHEE I AM IMMENSELY RANDOM BUTTTTT I AM GOING TO DO MY BOARD AWARD NOMINATION FORMS NOW I AM CHAOJIWUDI ENTHUSIASTIC ABOUT IT I HOPE MY NOMINEES WIN CAUSE I SPEND >1HR QUALITY TIME ON THEIR FORMS. :D :D :D
Maybe next time for people's b-day i'll show them their board award forms and they will see it be very touched become emo when they realise how nice i am, AND ALL GIVE ME PRESENTS. ahaha this trick seems to work very well for me i shall work/plan out my entire workplan.

my eyes are closing and i am sleepy D:
would update when i dont feel wobbly!

Labels: birthdays, PSB, school

Friday, January 4, 2008 | Posted by Violet| 0 comment/s

"I'm...I'm...lost. I'm lost." - says my waterbottle who has left me for good. Yeah, it's pre-mature departure upsets me very much, and I have yet to completely get over the loss. Sometimes, I dream of it when I am sleeping and see it floating around my head saying, "Violet lee, you lost me. You lost me!!" (okay no, i dont actually have such strange dreams - eh, hold that thought - but that would actually be rather disturbing. Nightmare-ish probably)

Anyway, all my unhappy feelings have vanished along with the NEW NIKE WATERBOTTLE, proudly sponsored by an extremely generous lingmin<3! (haha though i did manage to convince Shaowei, Elainelau & Joellyn to get one for me prior to today) It mayn't be exactly the same as Mr Pink but this one is extremely pretty and I like it very much. -hugs waterbottle protectively and wont leave it anywhere- I shall post waterbottle photo soon. lovely :D i think i will give it a name and a nickname and a surname and like totally make sure it stays with me for as long as i can possibly imagine. I LOVE WATERBOTTLE NO MORE DEHYDRATION.

Last night, Laura and I spent the night at rachelmiao's house where we had A LOT OF FUN. Of the many hilarious moments we shared, we watched lauragan play neopets (HALF PRICED DAY), took photos (and failedbad) using photobooth, took videos mocking jeanhui's impersonation of weishan, made a video for jeanhui and talked alot alot alot about om and psb. oh, both om and psb turned out amazing today, save for an extremely annoying, want-to-slap-your-face moment in the hall. That wasn't a problem for very long, as reshmi and i started talking nonsense and then we cheered OH YEAH like idiots. HAHA WE CHEERED LIKE THIS: "OH...OH...OH. YEAH...YEAH...YEAH" SUPER LOUDLY AND AUDIBLY AND LIKE USED DEEP VOICES AHAHA.

Oh and yitong and i were really enthu this morning in the netball courts we were running around and saying things like, "WE MUST BE THE CENTRE OF ATTENTION/ATTRACTION." or "WE ARE THE MOST ENTHU OF ALL. GO AWAY WE ARE THE MOST ENTHU." or "LETS ME UN-HIGH FOR 1HR TODAY. eh no, 45MINS, aiyah 30 mins. OKAY FORGET IT." haha i remember us dancing around the few classes at the back skipping back and forth while cheering, go raffles go raffles go (turns around) bring them down bring them down.

AHAHAHAHA ORIENTATION HAS BEEN ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!!! I LOVE PSB MUCH!
haha and OM today was great. Hope everything else turns out fine and we will win and be awesome and throw broccoli on each others' heads and faces and eat mushrooms :D

Oh and rachelmiao has gotten me addicted on cranberries i shall start on my new pack veryverysoon.

Labels: food, OM, people's house, PSB, school

Sunday, December 30, 2007 | Posted by Violet| 0 comment/s

Everybody should go and watch I AM LEGEND just for the scare of it. :/ seriously. there i was, among more than 10 PSLs, JPSLs and SPSLs, seated between laura gan and chewchiashaowei, CRINGING IN FEAR. omg freaked out like anything. shaowei and eenette, who were watching I AM LEGEND for the second time, were available to me very conveniently and thus, bu yong bai bu yong, i spent 3/4 of the show asking them, "EH SCARY PART COMING ALREADY OR NOT! SCARY? IS IT SCARY?"
besides that, i grabbed shaowei's hand throughout the entire show and she was rather naughty cause she kept forcing me to watch the scary parts, claiming that they were important and asked me questions like, " Did you see that? That part is important." and blah blah as though she was doing a Lit annotation of the show. Scary D:
Nonetheless, the experience was fun :D myself exclaiming EEYER very audibly while everyone else were expressing their fear mutely. and having a heart attack when the ultimate scary part came. (the caucasian man in front asked us if we enjoyed the film and hope we would have a good sleep that night.)
WELL, I DIDNT HAVE A GOOD SLEEP AT ALL. WOKE UP THE NEXT DAY FOR CCAO AND FOUND OUT THAT MY WATERBOTTLE WAS NOT IN THE CLC. MADE A HUGE FUSS OVER IT, COMPLETELY RUINED MY CHIRPY IMAGE - AND STILL CANT FIND IT.

this sucks i want my nike pink waterbottle back i even sent a plea calling for help to psb08@yahoogroups.com but only talia responded that she saw it but didnt take it and jeanhui said i am a retard for sending that email D:
boooo D:

tomr we are meeting up for spsb item at 9am i am not sleeping yet hoping that the psls will send me their very first baby infant proposal soon. if they dont i'm going to say goodnight to the computer and concentrate on dicey business cause i'm rewatching it for the fun of rewatching it.

and stupid sharonong/skywalker said that she always sees me around JPSLs. THAT IS A FALLACY. i hang out with people of all shapes and sizes and ages and stuffs. ah love psb. big big love :D :D :D

P.S. STUPID SCHOOL STARTING SOON. SUCKS. SO SLEEPY. (i am the veteran at alliteration. HEAR ME ROAR.)

Labels: movies, PSB, school